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my passport is nowhere in sight. as i pick up piles on my floor, i am finding everything i ever lost except for it. i refuse to give up until a week before i go, and then i'll give in and get a new one, but it'll cost me atleast 200 hundred dollars that i am not looking forward to. two hundred fucking dollars that i do not have. gah. i don't know what to do except breathe, and keep looking, but i have a feeling it'll never appear.