I took more pictures. ask to see them. the university of nebraska wants me to go there. they will pay me in real money on top of a free ride. fuck nebraska. my snowboard came in. im all ready to head home for a week or two. what a beautiful thing that will be.

i got a new camera. i love it like you cant even imagine. i got photopaper and clear sleeves and have started a photo album. its funny, its another one of those things where im my biggest critic. everyone else is busy drooling over this one shot i took, and all i can do is look at all the flaws and imperfections in th shot. i need to stop that ( Read more... )

strangeness and busyness lately. i have my car back. im overly excited about that. ive put off writing for too long, and now the tryptophane is taking effect. liz has an icon about mix tapes, and that made want to make one. everyone should make one and post it. together we can make the perfect mix ( Read more... )

Ok, so I was having an actually great monday. but all mondays must suck a little, so fate(or mbvw, im still trying to decide) dealt me a litle dose of reality. I was heading through ormond, turning from calle grande to ridgewood and midturn i hear the most horrible noise i ever want to hear again from my car. i managed to pull off tot he side ( Read more... )

Coheed. Wed. I want to take someone that won't have a bunch of rules for me to follow (curfews etc) and cvan take care of themselves. Comment.

it's been a week. a very strange week. I don't know what to do. I just finished watching an amazing film with an amazing person. I have work in 7 hours. I got paid today. The government ripped me off. more than one tenth of my check for old people? fuck 'em. I bought ticket(s) to coheed last night. If josh cant go, who wants to? tell me ( Read more... )

Well, yeah...So I work at Lynch Imports now, massaging expensive european cars. It's neat. I felt like christmas today, because i got to unwrap a brand new Jetta GLi. It screamed pure sex after i detailed it. I hate my house. I want to leave really really badly. That's how bad it's getting. I need to stick with my shitty choice and quit ( Read more... )

The world has gone to hell in a handbasket. I have exactly 3 friends whose writing I thorougly enjoy reading. I installed my motor mount today. I'm proud of myself. I was surprised when I got my motor mount however, as they sent me a lollipop with the mount. Odd. I think im goin to see garden state again. It was enjoyable the first time and ( Read more... )

How can I create something beautiful when everything I touch turns to ruin? How can I dig myself out of this grave without even a thimble? How do I manage to fuck everything up? Yes, actaully, I think you are the only one who feels that way about me. And I wish I could do better. I really do. I wish I wasn't so goddamn insecure. I wish I ( Read more... )

uggghhh. I'm burnt out on life. I need something. But I can't put a finger to it. Oh well.