hmm life here is pretty fricking complicated! i dont fricking gett it!!! evryone around me seems to b too faced! and i dont no wat too do. me && steven are NOTHING! and it hurts because i care about him sooo muc... but yea its all good. i miss him.. && he is now fricking grounded for 2 months becuz he was a dumb ass.. so the only way ill see him is ( Read more... )

life here is pretty shitty and all good all at the same time... i dont relle no how to describe it. im happy but at the same time i am soo lost and confuzzled. i guess im not sure wat i am doing anymore. ive basically lost total controll over my emotions and evry now and then i have a mood swing ((-which sometimes is for the worset-)). its all soo ( Read more... )

hmm ive been floating on clouds the past couple of days! && its made me relle happy. i finally said fuk it && i took a chance && told my best friend how i felt about him ( Read more... )

R.I.P SLIPPERS WHISKERS BROWN ( Read more... )

well i havent updated this thing muc... i guess u can say i have been relle busy&& life hasnt slowed down. so i guess heres my major update that makes me feel sum wat sain ( Read more... )

hey bitches... lol! well hmmm my life has gone 2 shit on a speeding fuking train! lol. and the guy i like i cant even look at relle... its all so fuking confusing! cuz i relle like this guy named mike hill and now life is jus crazy... cuz yesturday after skewl me and him were holding hands and 2day sumthng bad happened w/ his ex and my good friend ( Read more... )

well hey hows it going?? wat who the fuk am i kidding no one reads this shit anyways... well lately i have been having relle weird and crazy dreams.. and they deal w/ the same people basically ( Read more... )

life is s0 c0nfusing... i d0nt n0 wat 2 d0. im s0o bumed th0ugh becuz like evry0ne says im beautiful, and sexy, and thin and i d0nt n0 wh0 2 believe! it'sz krazy! i swear! and i l0st p0wer 4 like 3 day'sz.... and i was actually happy w/0 my c0mputer and i didnt have 2 w0rry b0ut nethng! it was a gr8 feeling!! l0l!!! well i guess dis entry is g0ing ( Read more... )

i FEEL LiKE SUC A DUMB ASS... i LOVE TOMMY... AND WEN i GO 2 TELL HiM.. i GET ALL CHOKED ^ AND i KANT BRiNG MYSELF TO TELL HiM HOW i FEEL... GAWD i FEEL LiKE SUC AN iDOiT. AND i HAVENT HEARD FROM STEFF AND iT'SZ STARTiNG 2 SCARE ME.. i MEAN i NO SHE HAS KALLED HEATHER... BUH DAMN... DAT'SZ NOT ENOUGH TO CONViNCE ME SHE iS GOiNG 2 B FiNE.. BESiDES i ( Read more... )

i hate myself so freaking muc!!!!! evrytime i like a guy i give dem ^ 2 my friend'sz.... aka. amie... im trying 2 get her w/ matt... who i liked since da end of last year!!!! my life has gone 2 shit. and der'sz nothng i kan do bout it!!!! my best friend in da hole world moved away 2 day 2 michigan.... she'sz gone 4 ever and i truly never got 2 say ( Read more... )