I love my life. I love Europe. I love Spain. I love everything right now. This is what it's like to really live life.  Fuck yes.

So I have been in Spain for a week and so far its pretty awesome. Its so different from the US in so many ways, and most of them good ways. First of all the whole schedule of the day is completely different. Ive had to wake up early cause I have intensive language and culture classes that started last week and end on Friday but it seems like around ( Read more... )

5 classes
1 lease to sign
2 days of classes
4 days of work
3 papers to write
4 final exams
13 days at PC
1 visa to pick up
1 choir practice for singing in Nutcracker
1 Nutcracker performace
1 room to move out of

countless things to do/get before Spain and people to say good-bye to

I don't really want to be here right now. I'm overwhelmed and stressed and emotionally drained. I don't know how to solve these conflicts, I wish someone could just do it for me. blah 

So this past week was crazy, I had three midterms and a paper all on Thursday and Friday. I ended up not dying and surprisingly I think I did well on the tests and the paper. I think that's the theme this semester - me being overwhelmed and crazily busy but I've been making it through in the end.

There's still so much I have to do to get ready for ( Read more... )

So I havent posted in awhile. I keep meaning to but I feel like I would have to do a recap, hence scaring me from posting and there being more to recap. So forget aout a recap of my life. Right now I am rather busy with classes and activities and homework and everything. I didn't think there would be such a big difference from 4 to 5 classes but ( Read more... )

so over the past few weeks I've had to seriously reconsider who my friends are. I've decided that two-faced people who really only exist to put others down are not people I want to have as friends. Also, people who can't even tell you if they're mad at you or frustrated or whatever, but just simply stop associating with you in a very obvious manner ( Read more... )

I turn 20 today!
I'm rather sad that I'm not a teenager anymore :(
But I feel like I'm ready to be an adult.
Even though 20 doesn't really mean anything.
but still, I'm excited :)

It's practically Easter and that makes me happy. I'll finally be able to eat chocolate again ( Read more... )

love is a beautiful thing :)