My boyfriend moved to Tennessee as you all know. He claimed to leave for school. He isnt taking class. His other excuse was he had a job waiting. I later found out that the job was at a pizza place. He has only atended work one day since he has been there. He called in to work today. He has smoked out every night that he has been there. He has no ( Read more... )

Somehow good moods always are killed. Im so awfully lonely. I hate that Ben is always getting so upset with me. Mom and dad were arguing all day. I cant stand it. She was swearing so much. She slapped me. How do I get into the middle of this. I just want someone to make me feel special. My mom told me she wasnt inviting my dad to my open house. I ( Read more... )

( We are seniors starting monday so I figured I would remind you all of how dumb we really were )

We have faded. there is nothing anyone could do. Its sad. We had something so much more special than anyone else. But the distance apparently can kill us. I never thought itd be like this. I never thought you could stop caring. I dont know what to think anymore. I wish youd call. Maybe I really am that awful.

heart

mollyk

WEOOOO...HEART

...depression has taken a break

...new found confidence.

...need to work for car.

...senior pictures soon!!

...I AM IN SUCH A FRICKEN GOOD MOOD....

HEART!!!

mollyk

I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen

...the crying has started again

...I cant get out of the hole that I fear I may die in.

...FIN

I FEEL SO ALONE!

...missing ben

...bored out of my FUCKING mind

...going fucking insane...literally

...saw Belprez today..kinda neat...he wants me to be his TA

...cant stop busting into random songs...mainly beach boys.

...FIN.

...I love you Benny Ben...my cuddle Ben.

He left..you know that feeling when something bad happens and you have just a lump in your throat. Its like that but I cant swallow it. I cant breathe. I spent the night with him. Somehow whenever we are together it seems like there isnt enough time. I really dont know what I am going to do without him. He helped me stay sane in this house. Please ( Read more... )

I was in a car accident...I am fine...I love you all...I will update later.

HEART

mollyk

the end is near