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Somehow good moods always are killed. Im so awfully lonely. I hate that Ben is always getting so upset with me. Mom and dad were arguing all day. I cant stand it. She was swearing so much. She slapped me. How do I get into the middle of this. I just want someone to make me feel special. My mom told me she wasnt inviting my dad to my open house. I seriously didnt think that this was about them. I missed the point I suppose. She is so angry with me. I dont get it. I am so tired of being me. I knew I was this awful...I knew it. Why did you have to lie to me and make me feel differently? Its over...Im over.
**EDIT**
Ive come to realize that my journal entries are quite boring/annoying. for that I must say I am sorry. You dont have to read them and I would completely understand. I think it is just a way for me to complain and feel okay about it because I am not directly whining. It makes sense to an extent. so...SORRY!!:o)
**EDIT**
Ive come to realize that my journal entries are quite boring/annoying. for that I must say I am sorry. You dont have to read them and I would completely understand. I think it is just a way for me to complain and feel okay about it because I am not directly whining. It makes sense to an extent. so...SORRY!!:o)