so...just so you know, you make me feel like my stomach is in my throat, my mouth doesnt exist, and my feet cant seem to find the right step. I feel completely and utterly disoriented when it comes to you. And I am so glad that I can feel it. You are adorable in every way possible. Fuur Eye Day. it couldnt come soon enough. <3

ATTENTION ROGER

I would much appreciate it if you would confront me with your problems as opposed to tell everyone I know. I am tired of hearing about my "major drug problems" from the whole school. I personally dont believe that I have a drug problem. Maybe you need to get your information cleared up. Thanks.

( palace de bocce )

...so...great vacation and awful vacation

<3 We all got fucked up...lets face it...being smashed can be quite fun and rather destructive...both I fear I enjoyed. There were a few tiffs over rediculous things but we all got over it because we love eachother way to god damn much.

<3 I really realized who my true friends are. And to jessica I love ( Read more... )

I am

over dramatic

bitchy

controling

selfish

thanks.

<3 Molly Kromberg and Lindsay Robinson...are lovers. we are running away to Amsterdam together...with a hello kitty strap on. <3<3 <33

<3 I found Bens phone in my backyard! he didnt lose it sledding...yay us!

<3 only two more weeks of my college class and I am done for the semester...yay..I registered to take philosophy and civil war...I am quite ( Read more... )

things that may not seem to be a big deal...but build up to a suicidal crash ( Read more... )

hmm...I havent updated in a month. Does that mean this has to be an entry from the depths of my heart. If that is what you are expecting you might as well turn back now. You will never get that close.

Things to upate in my life.

1. still in love
2. still afraid of life itself
3. still resorting to childish ways as a comfort
4. strong need to grow up
5 ( Read more... )

Yesterday me and Ben carved pumpkins. THEY ARE SO CUTE!:o)


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my cat wont stop meowing at the sliding door. I picked him up and took him outside for a bit...I let him walk around. I have never heard him pur so much before. I feel so incredably awful for him. The sound of his meow is so sad that i want to cry. I think I might get him a leash.