very bad mood.

no reason.
just am.

things are icky. just in general. they're...blaaaaah.

and no shan, not cuz im a "hermit"

which im not.

meh

So it's been liek 3948023948023948 years since I've written. Crazy. I've just been very busy and...well there hasn't really been any interesting news. I've been very sad since Omi left for Tenesia. He's leaving for the ENTIRE summer. And Shan just came back from Montreal so I'm pleased about that because the weekend pretty much sucked with NO ONE ( Read more... )

No darlings, not my journal. MY LIFFEE. NO MORE GUYS. FRIENDS ONLY! FOR THE WHOLE SUMMER IN FACT. THAT IS MY NEW PLAN! AND I AM GOING TO STICK BY IT. HONESTLY, MAYBE SOMETHING WILL COME IN GRADE 11, BUT FOR NOW I AM HAPPY WITH MY FRIENDS, THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND I DON'T NEED A GUY TO CHANGE ANYTHING, BECAUSE WITHOUT THEM LIFE IS PRETTY MUCH ( Read more... )

So I'm just sitting here on the computer, talking to Shan on msn and being mad at Kris. Yeah I admit when I found out what happened I did cry a bit, but hardly. So I'm just thinking and I'm kind of sad, when I realize how much I miss Shan. And I don't mean like miss as in havent seen her for a while, I mean miss as in the way we used to be. Well I ( Read more... )

SO apparently ive been BLOCKED on msn by D. Okay so whatever maybe it doesnt seem liek that big of a deal, but STILL, just as a FRIEND you don't just block people randomly. thats sad and mean. oijdfi. ew. i feel bad. gross.

i'm in a phase where i think i look like a man. seriously, not even kidding, i just feel that if my hair was shorter, people would totally think im a man! ew! i just feel so icky. So manly. Just my face in general. I'm too self-concious for my life at the moment, but just lately I feel like my looks are just not sufficient. I know that sounds ( Read more... )

Oh lordie lord. What a great day tomorrow will be. Because my darling Shan will be sleeping over the wholleee weekend. Her parents and brother are going to Montreal and she gets to stay with meee. The coolest thing is that since her sickness (if you don't know about that, well, i'm sure you can find something about it on either me or shan's elljay ( Read more... )

Today was pretty good. It started off not so good with Nick and Kirstin going on about how Shan is bad and stuff but me and Mary got mad at them and such. Lunch was good, I got to spend it alone with Dennis for most of it so that was pretty cool. It felt like old times in English class. We even walked eachother to our lockers which is something we ( Read more... )

So I changed my layout yet again! I was just bored with the old one and I figured it was time for a change so here it is. Tell me what you guys all think.

So here is the SWEETNESS that is my purse!!

So the close-up ones are just to show what the pattern looks like and the handle is just a thick pink ribbon but I am SOOO proud of my purse because I didn't even use a sewing machine! I sewed it all by hand and it took 2 hours but it is done and it is BEE-YU-TEE-FUL!!



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