wow this is weird. ok. so hey. i'm back not really but just to say hey. i don't know if it will really catch on for me again. its been raining for the last week here and i actually love it. i mean it reminds me of seasons. so what am i supposed to say on here? um should i talk about my boyfriend and how i want to spend every minute of everyday with ( Read more... )

You Are a Bright Star Soul


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i've been lost for a long time. i just realized this tonight. i'm slowly starting to break free again and find a new part of myself that i never knew before. or maybe its not that i never knew it but its that im finally growing and understanding some of the world around me. maybe im becoming a better person ( Read more... )

so lets recap.....saturday luke clare joelle nicole and i went up to chicago where we spent the day at the zoo, walking around, and going to see death cab for cutie and modest mouse. it was some major good times. i loved seeing all the animals and especially the alpacas and even tho they werent llamas we yelled at the black one (tina) to eat. haha ( Read more... )

so tonight i saw the cure. they were freaking amazing and i loved them and i wanted to marry robert smith and have sex with him. o man it was great. we got up there kinda late and so i didnt get to get a hoodie cuz all they had were mediums and larges left so i was sad about that. then i decided that i like the rapture alot and i kinda like ( Read more... )

one more thing. i realized a few days ago that um well i dont want to see someone anymore. i just dont because seeing them makes me rethink my life and i dont want to do that right now also i feel the time that i had spent was kind of a lie. but i must say its not that i dont want to see them because i do love them and i wish i could spend way ( Read more... )

so i havent written in like a year and i totally didnt realize it had been so long its just i babysit everyday and if i had my computer i would surely write but i dont so then i come home and i  never feel like writing....but i will right now cuz i so dearly need to write. this was homework right?

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im home

i got home saturday luckily with no headaches and i saw luke that night and the next night and so on. actually i've been with him every night since i've been home. cute dont you think? anyway i havent had any headaches since i've been home and ive been going to cheer practice even tho i cant do anything.  i still do the cheers at least. ( Read more... )

pictures of you i adore
strewn across the bedroom floors
your letters chronological
heartbeat away from trigger pull <3