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bulletsnbombs

why am I doing this to myself?
sooo stupid
why am I updating the stupid stupid thing.
I don't like tonight very much.

from now on I'm making my own desicions, I'm my own person and I need to do what I think is right, even if it means making mistakes on the way. thats how you learn. mistakes and pain are all part of life anyway. if youdon't feel pain then you don't feel any of the good stuff either...you need to make mistakes and fuck up in order to get where you ( Read more... )

you were wrong when you said everything's gonna be alright

you were right when you said you can't always get what you want

if you're not in school today. you're never getting scratched again.

I'm trying so hard to sleep but I can't stop thinking. I need to stop letting oppurtunities just pass me by because I'm afraid. I need to stop letting the things I want go because I'm scared of rejection. it'll be really hard for me because of the type of person that I am, but I have to make this change for myself.

wow, looking back at the summer. everything seems to have changed so much. I feel like I've grown up alot..and I'm not completly sure if thats a good thing or not. or maybe it's just the state of mind that I tend to have in the summer. everything is so carefree and bright and happy. things are always a little on the shitty side when it's right ( Read more... )

I feel really numb to life anyd everything thats going on around me right now.

you have no idea how amazing it feels to be this happy after feeling like shit for the past three monthes. I'm finally starting to feel like myself again. hopefully it stays this way

I'm really happy that theres only one week of school until the break and that for one week I can just return to the amazing state of mind that I have during the summer. where everything just feels so carefree and nothing matters except being with my friends and laughing and having fun.