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I wrote you a five page letter. I included references and visual aides. I've kept it in my back pocked for the past three days with no real intention of actually giving it to you... I'll just keep it as a reminder of your deceit.

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so as it has become okay to be with whoever i want, and the opportunities arise, the more i realize i really don’t want to… pathetic huh? i want to propose the idea of "i wont kiss anyone else if you don't" but then i suppose that defeats the point of all of this. i wish i could read her mind.

I wish it was possible to break down her barriers even if just for one second so I could show her all that is possible.

In ninth grade during my first real relationship, I stole my girlfriend Ashley's diary and read it and it said:

Derek isn’t that cute but he is really sweet and I love him.Ever since then I have hated compliment because it made me realized that everyone else had just been lying to me before, even her. It was definitely a step on the path that led ( Read more... )

So some friends and I took a road trip to long beach for the All Tomorrows Parties music festival.

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There has got to be a better way to show affection.

“Derek you need to realize that life isn’t a John Hughes film, you can’t wait till prom night to tell a girl you like her and hope for the best. Things just don’t work that way”When I am around some one that I have a crush on I get nervous/awkward and say/do awkward/lame things that I don't mean to say or do, resulting in me portraying myself as ( Read more... )

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