020: I need a fucking cigarette.
In ninth grade during my first real relationship, I stole my girlfriend Ashley's diary and read it and it said:
Derek isn’t that cute but he is really sweet and I love him.
Ever since then I have hated compliment because it made me realized that everyone else had just been lying to me before, even her. It was definitely a step on the path that led me to be as self-loathing as I am.
Derek isn’t that cute but he is really sweet and I love him.
Ever since then I have hated compliment because it made me realized that everyone else had just been lying to me before, even her. It was definitely a step on the path that led me to be as self-loathing as I am.