i am in desperate need of taking a trip away from charlotte. i suppose that i shouldn't be needing this get away right now cause i just got back from the beach over spring break but being at ocean isle doesn't get you too far away from the people at mp. i've been listening to a lot of dave mattews lately whenever i get into a bad mood and it has ( Read more... )

i hate thinking that your relationship with someone "could have been more" or should have been. it sucks. i want more.

boys suck

how easily he could make me smile.

wow. just got back from the beach. spring break is basically over--very sad. this past week though has been incredible. although i was in an anti-spring break anti-drunk anti-FUN mood before i left for the beach, i surprised myself and enabled myself to have lots and lots of fun and i really enjoyed the week ( Read more... )

leaving for ocean isle on saturday. surprisingly not as excited as people usually are. people make spring break out to be this big crazy event that we should be so pumped for, but i'm not. expectations are being shit faced and hooking up wiht random people. honestly, getting drunk does not seem appealing to me right now, and neither does smoking or ( Read more... )

i wish i could be more affectionate in public or towards a guy.."the guy"..infront of my friends-his friends-anyone. it's like i want to act like a couple and all of that jazz yet i do nothing about it. am i scared to show my feelings in front of people other than the person and me? it's dumb. i feel dumb talking about this instead of just doing ( Read more... )

i hate wanting something that i can't have and then not wanting it whne i have it. that is the worst quality to have i think..i just want to have it and keep it and like it.

off to get some chinese foood...oh yum.

nathanial i hope your dreads turn out good. i can't wait to see them.

off to yoga pretty soon. never really done it before but i am really excited. i have started going to y. quite interesting and quite odd for me ( Read more... )

so right now i'm in a very strange mood. i feel really bored with my life, actually my life is boring, and i'm just full on realizing it..right now ( Read more... )

it was good. no guilt.

life is so confusing. things are so confusing. boys ( Read more... )