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so right now i'm in a very strange mood. i feel really bored with my life, actually my life is boring, and i'm just full on realizing it..right now.
i want to do something meaningful, often, not just sparatically. i want to have more to look forward to other then the ridiculous things that are of no symbollic meaning. (i.e. license, summer, etc.) i wish i didn't only have 2 whole more years of highschool left- to "look forward" to. exciting, ey?
grades aren't what i would like. guys are confusing as ever--really bad. friends are..there? and yet, nothing good has happened in a while. nothing good that is of any use to me other then when it happens.
i want to do something meaningful, often, not just sparatically. i want to have more to look forward to other then the ridiculous things that are of no symbollic meaning. (i.e. license, summer, etc.) i wish i didn't only have 2 whole more years of highschool left- to "look forward" to. exciting, ey?
grades aren't what i would like. guys are confusing as ever--really bad. friends are..there? and yet, nothing good has happened in a while. nothing good that is of any use to me other then when it happens.