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It's been a little while. I figured that the events of the last few weeks merited an entry ( Read more... ) -
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I must have been a fool to think that my mind would allow my body any sort of meaningful respite, especially during a week where I'll be working 60+ hours. My feet feel as if someone has been beating them with a sledgehammer. Every evening my back feels as if it has been contorted in an entirely different way, with a different nerve being ( Read more... ) -
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Lately my thoughts have been about all the things we never did with one another. The one that stands out to me most is that we never danced with one another. Yes, her and I both hated the idea of dancing in general. The two of us being way too uncoordinated and self-conscious to even attempt it by ourselves let alone in front of complete strangers ( Read more... ) -
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In my formative years I disliked writing my own fictional stories. You know, like the garbage they made you do in elementary/middle school to waste time under the pretense of 'letting the students explore their imaginations'. This was due to the fact I never really felt good about anything I'd written. For some reason I'll never understand, I shied ( Read more... ) -
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"There is no lonelier man in death, except the suicide, than that man who has lived many years with a good wife and then outlived her. If two people love each other there can be no happy end to it." - Hemingway ( Read more... ) -
I am the architect of my own misery
It has been over three years since I've written a syllable on this account. It’s almost 5 a.m. and I’ve just come back in from a walk. The moon was full and without a cloud in the sky it was like twilight never ended. All the thoughts and feelings racing through my head need to be put into words. Not necessarily for anyone to read them, but as a ( Read more... ) -
don't cry i'll bring this home to you
i've seen this all before
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your hand in mine
it's been a rough week. i just got back from PA on the early side last night. i was out there visiting family and seeing my grandmother cause she isn't doing so well, she's been in the hospital for the pass two weeks getting chemo. it's weird because the last time i saw her she was perfectly fine, and i didn't realize it could get that bad this ( Read more... ) -
I dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck
I thought I'd start to put my thoughts down in here again. I guess because with the departure of a certain someone from my life I have no one to talk to that I actually trust around here, which is pretty damn sad. But now I surprisingly don't have anything to say. I guess I'll try later on.