I CAN'T WAIT......JOHNNY WILL BE HERE THURSDAY NIGHT!!! YAHHHHHHHHH! :)

alright so my grandmother passed away this friday.....i'm still in shock...i no she gone but its like it hasen't hit me yet...like i'm waiting for her to come back...like shes gone but i'll see her soon? its just complicated....i don't know how to act...i cry at the drop of a hat...and when i see someone else in my family cry i get pissed and leav ( Read more... )

alright....i have not used this thing in freaking forever....my life is about the same as it always has been....big major things....johnny left florida........were still togethere but its hard....grandma's in the hospital probably not gonna be w/ us for to much longer but what can you say....um for christmas break i went up to G.A. and hung out ( Read more... )

..................EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS FUCKED UP..............

ok so last night went to church..parents dropped me off at home last night because they were going over to a friends house...i came home cooked a pizza johnny called and i went over to his house...amanda came over we hung out for a lil while till barry called we picked him up from his house and we went out to eat at perkins....we all got some ( Read more... )

ok well i have become extremely lazy w/ this whole lj thing...so i'm gonna make a really really long entry that i kno no body will read! but thats ok i have an hour and a half before church starts so hell why not!? ok so school has been going good i still like all of my classes and my teachers..there all very nice and easy going...i think i might ( Read more... )

2nd day of school same as the 1st....its ok not having alot of friends during class...but during lunch i get lonely..i wish i new more people..i mean i have friends..just not alot...and i mean its all because of stupid IB everyone has there big groups that they sit w/ during lunch and i just have a couple of people...i don't no hopefully it gets ( Read more... )

ok so 1st day of school...i woke up at 5:30 did my make up and straightened my hair only to have it runied by the humidity in under 5 seconds...johnny drove me to school for fear of me missing my bus like last year.....for some reason its not ok that i drive w/ him to school when i have been driving w/ him for the whole dam summer....its his senior ( Read more... )

alright so today i woke up my mom left me this nice lil note on the frige saying that we and my sister are making dinner...me..wtf!? i don't know how to cook and i'm gonna be watching dominic all day! i kno that if i ask my sister to do it she'll do it but 10 minuets before my parents get home..so i start cooking early in the morning..i made ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday...johnny woke me up extremely early like at 8:00 and i stayed up till like 1...y i don't no..so i tell him i need another hour then i will come over..so i take a shower and wake myself up....i had an extremely bad dream involving johnny and me braking up..it all seemed so life like :( it made me quite sad...so i get over there and ( Read more... )