time is not eternal ( Read more... )

i rest my head on weathered shoulders,
the rain has all come down,
and as i look beyond the boulders,
i see the emotions all my own.

when the sky clears i'll look for dawn,
in the misplacement of twilight,
and as the sun fades in the backdrop drawn,
i'll understand my lack of foresight.

staring down the reflections of my life,
in a puddle called ( Read more... )

so long,
so long he had you,
and then he left,
he gave up something golden,
and he may never really realize it.

she only says she loves me when she's drunk,
but she loved you all this time,
unwavering, undying,
in fact, beyond death itself.

stay with me... don't go,
don't feel unwanted, the feeling is so untrue,
don't look to him for the things he will not ( Read more... )

I had contemplated writing a journal entry that was relevant, meaningful, and perhaps even useful to those who read it, but then I realised... what good is that?  So, here instead is a list of words.  No real point to the words, just random words.

Squeegie
Bagel
Buttsecks
Curmudgeon
Come
Combs
Bees
Poop (Set aside from all of its other synonyms)
Giraffes
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I need something stronger.

Her: How are you feeling about me at this moment? Honestly.
Me: Like I wish there we no obstacles.
Me: There's a road I want to go down
Me: but
Me: It's closed to through traffic
Me: And I'm driving 90 mph
Me: straight towards it
Me: and hitting the brakes
Me: praying I don't smash through the windshield.

What are you to me?

A frightened wanderer ( Read more... )

For Cassandra ( Read more... )

I am the device ( Read more... )

I'm just a crazed buffoon
born with a silver spoon
but fuck em all you never know what ever hit my ground
as y'all just sat there staring at me while I left her to get pound
You just catch a news flash as you stare at the fuckin' screens
but I swear you'd all ignore it if it didn't bleed your spleens
sirens swearing like your mother when she had that one ( Read more... )

This isn't finished yet, but I'm puttin' it up here so it's somewhere so I can finish it later, you can read what I have so far.

I wander motionless here with my thoughts consuming,

Asking myself just what the fuck am I doing?

Sit here in thick air on this chair "listening" to you berating me,

Or could it be raping me?

As I engage my time, my effort, my ( Read more... )