Today I was thinking about all of the people that USED to care about me but stopped. I think I"m just really easily forgotten. -.- I'm in that day program now, it's all right...I made a Kyo scrapbook page... but I'm learning that i'm more screwed up than I thought. Oh well. I'm the youngest person there. Most of the people are in their thirties and ( Read more... )

So it's been a while...i guess I have just been frustrated with the viruses and spyware that have infected with my computer, and generally lethargic due to feeling shitty...because I just got back into trusting people a few months ago and now the person that I chose to trust has been ignoring me for a month. It's like Colleen got bored of my ( Read more... )

So heres a lil test thing very random and yet very amusing
1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4.) NO CHEATING!!!
( here )

So Chelsey suggested asking Dad to help drive me one way to Hebrew school so that I'd actually be able to go. Being naive, I actually believed that ONE of my parents would care enough about me and my interests to take about 20 minutes out of one day a week to devote to helping their daughter. Well. Wrong again. Dad refused. I didn't even bother to ( Read more... )

I'm feeling nostalgic...about everything. My recent memories (recent being within the last something over a year) seem to be playing in my head like a single day. There's one random memory, that makes me feel guilty. I don't know why, exactly but ( Read more... )

It seems to be my lucky day. Yes, my friends are still mean and my love life is still nonexistant. But the LJ name "Squeakydahmer" has given me new hope. And I'm being seroius. Perhaps I should be less secluded about my interests as well? The script is....for Comm Tech. I was not on crack when I wrote it but yeah Silas is pretty hot. I know, he's a ( Read more... )

( Analyzing Anomalies )

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Yeah so last night was good. My mom and I had a meeting with the Rabbi to discuss the conversion process. He explained that I would have to take a coarse from September to May/June and then I would go through some ceremonies. I was so happy because I realized that this is really what I want to do, and that it will be possible. My plan is to apply ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling really lonely, like I have no one to turn to. Yeah I know this is a common feeling for me but it's getting kind of bad. Because I my oldest friends are getting like...meaner somehow. More distant. And my newer friends...well....the only person who says he's there for me is Jake but I've totally given up on him as a human ( Read more... )