I haven't posted on here in a long time but feel the need for some reason tonight towards a specific person who will know this if they actually read it.  But considering this is really the only way I can communicate because they have felt the need to completely cut me out of their life and pretend that they haven't done so and deny to my face that ( Read more... )

i finally got a car yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

I'm on the phone with Michelle. (But not because I want to be) whochahahaha

I finally heard from Alex today =) he called me 3 times which was wonderful. Hopefully I will be able to hear from him once more tonight before he gets to the fort in georgia and they take his phone away. Hearing his voice was so nice though, it made me a little less sad and i didnt cry at all today. yay. So i am pretty happy at the moment

It's been two days since Alex has been gone. I've been pretty shitty, but I'm keeping busy and my friends are trying to keep me busy as well. They took his cell phone away his mom told me, so I can't speak to him. It breaks my heart. But I must not get depressed. It's not the end of the world, and he will be back eventually and we can write letters ( Read more... )

Alex and I said goodbye tonight. He leaves for 5 months. I don't even know what to say, I am just overwhelmed with sadness. This blows.

So today..well technically yesterday now was the perfect anniversary ever <3 We went and ate at cheddars<3 and had our spinach dip then we tried to go ice skating but they weren't doing open skating when we went so we went to the mall. We bought a few things and tried to take a picture with santa but the line was so long and we had to get ready to ( Read more... )

Alex and i have been dating for one year today. yay.

So friday was suppost to go to a party, went to my friend jen's dorm to pregame and she has tequilla and beer. I never had tequilla before cause it always smelt nasty, but she had some blue looking tequilla that tasted like candy. Got super drunk accidentally by like 9 and decided I needed to go home, and as I'm unlocking my door who calls me but ( Read more... )

So last week was just last week. Went to class, and did nothing otherwise. Alex was suppost to come down on thursday, but surprised me and came down Wednesday night which was really sweet. I went home for the weekend to help my mom do christmas shopping. Adam came down from new jersey, and Frank was also at my house cause he was stationed in ( Read more... )