just got home from uda camp at emory...i'm so proud of myself for surviving and actually making it a little bit fun at times.
leaving for ecuador sunday...i can't believe it's already time to go. i can't wait to get out of my homewood box, meet some new people, and grow...

yay for summer.

...and it hurts to want nothing and everything at the same

its taken me too long to realize that everyone won't like me...but what do i need to change about myself? what part of me is just who i am and what do i need to do differently?

it's weird how hard it is to just figure yourself out.

i've decided that things aren't meant to be easy...i don't know why i continue to forget that.
i hate pointless practices
but i love new friends.

10 LASTS

last cigarette: nope
last beverage: water
last kiss: a while ago
last movie: freedomland
last phone call: david
last cd played: jason mraz
last bubble bath: sometime last week
last time you cried: i dont really keep track
last thing you ate:dinner at allies
last person you hugged: probably david

9 HAVE YOU EVERS.

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this will be what we make it. we are tomorrow. there's more than meets the eye. all the things we hide. today we make tomorrow. we are what follows. now this is our time. don't let it pass you by. today we make tomorrow. our hearts hero

i continue to learn more and more about myself lately.

( just for you lindsay )

i am being really lazy this week. im scared because my grandmother was put in the hospital today, and they cant figure out whats wrong. i've never really realized that she's old until now. i am excited about this weekend...

if these walls came crumbling down
fell so hard to make us lose our faith
from what's left you'd figure it out - dave matthews

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i had a lovely christmas. gatlinburg was awesome and new years was actually pretty entertaining as well. i really couldn't ask for more. i am completely dreading thursday...make that wednesday too because i'll be at school from 8-4 anyways

i look back to the cross.

( never takes too long )

i am dying of thirst by the side of the fountain. charles d'orleans

i've been working the past few days, and reading redeeming love like crazy, i'm almost done. family came in town tonight ..."simply having a wonderful christmas time."

the mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven. milton.

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well, christmas is a week away. pre-cal exam tomorrow at 10:15 then i am done. lots of christmas shopping to do, but i am so excited. i can't wait until gatlinburg and i'm ready to read redeeming love.

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well christmas spectacular is over. that means no more spangle until tryouts really. except the grand opening of soho friday night, everyone be there for a good show. the ACT really sucked on saturday. thats what we get for going to miles college i suppose. 6 hours of misery...but spangle formal on the other hand was a good time.

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