I decided I need an attitude adjustment. I'm pretty touchy & immature & it needs to stop. I want people to respect me & they can't if I'm freaking out all the time. & I'll be the first to admit it. This town plus all of my stress has really started to get to me.

& yes I still write in my Live Journal.
I'm a Writing major give me a break.

People are such complex beings, especially women. Why do you suppose that is? Yesterday, in my Literature class, we read this article that depicted the whole act of sperm reaching the egg {I know, right}. Basically it said that the whole part done by the woman is assumed to be easy, because the egg just sits there waiting to be fertilized. On ( Read more... )

I'm Sarah. I'm 19 ( Read more... )

I feel really alone & I've had writers block since last year.

Wonderful.

i'm completely, head over heels in love with someone who may have just done the worst thing possible to me.

i've never loved someone so much...
& i've never been so scared to lose them.

i'm starting to make things happen for myself (or trying to). i just feel like my whole life is flashing before my eyes before i can stop to figure it out. even though that's completely impossible; i am only 19, after all. lately i've been pretty down in the dumps - for no good reason at all. everything is just so repetitive & laid out for me. ( Read more... )

yes, i'm a bit difficult. i'm high maintenance because i dont think i should be treated any less than the best. i'm an attention whore at times & maybe a bit dramatic - i'm a writer & an actress; it's in my nature. i get hurt easy & don't get over it. i always think i have a valid point. i let people push me around & i rarely ever stand up for ( Read more... )

do you ever just feel empty? like somethings missing?

that's how i feel right now.

maybe it's these papers,
or my lack of best friendage,
or lack of time spent with boyfriend.

either way, i don't like it.

no one reads this but i feel like writing. i guess sometimes i need an update on my own life. basically it's kicking my ass. i'm training as a waitress at "THE BEES" which is amazing. time goes by so much faster & naturally you make a lot more cash. exceeeeeeeeeeeept, now i am both a hostess & a waitress. which means twice as many hours. great on ( Read more... )