i hope the ring you gave her turns her finger green.

[_heyjealousy_]

no one reads this but i feel like writing. i guess sometimes i need an update on my own life. basically it's kicking my ass. i'm training as a waitress at "THE BEES" which is amazing. time goes by so much faster & naturally you make a lot more cash. exceeeeeeeeeeeept, now i am both a hostess & a waitress. which means twice as many hours. great on the money part but BAD on the "hey it's finals week i have two huge papers due & a play to rehearse" part. & also bad on the you know, having a life part. so pretty much it's been school & work, school & work. last night i thought i was first cut but it turned out i was second to close. yeah, i'm certain there were tears in my eyes but i held them back. haven't partied in almost a week. that's probably a good thing- maybe it will help me lose weight. haven't been to the PEIF in a week either. whoopsie. it's just so hard to get motivation when all you want to do is just sit around & breeeeath.

DMB in August, Alpine Valley! i'm pretty excited.

my paycheck i get on Friday is going towards nothing but cute dresses & sandals. pretty irresponsible i suppose but my wardrobe is wearing thin & frankly i'm bored with it. i realized the other day that i never buy things i really love. i have the most boring clothes out of everyone i know, but i have this serious love for fashion. i guess i just dont know how to work it. hm, i want to leaaarn.

summer couldn't come soon enough.