only now, a few minutes til midnight, does today feel stranger than any other day i have felt in a long long while ( Read more... )

and suddenly, to slip away quietly. to slip deep, and away. to just be away. just like that ( Read more... )

cheer up, king bee. your stomach turns over but your lungs are free.

the air in here feels like bathwater, my feet are dirty. helene says i always look very clean, and that is a good thing to look like. i'm not so sure. i usually feel sweaty, regardless ( Read more... )

Portez ce vieux whisky au juge blond qui fume.

I want to be known and loved anyway. Can you do this? I trust by your easy breathing that you are human like me, that you are fallen like me, that you are lonely, like me. My love, do I know you? What is this great gravity that pulls us so painfully toward each other? Why do we not connect? Will we be forever in fleshing this out? And how will we ( Read more... )

yesterday the tree in the front yard, right outside my window, had tiny green buds. today they have bloomed already ( Read more... )

how will anything live up to last summer, how can i even feel the sun without you
i'm terrified right now.  maybe i'm excited, but maybe i'm just trying to convince everything will be okay, when i really know it won't..

where does it all go
we were just babies
or maybe i was just the babe. and you, you just smelled like soap.

study carousel: 50 slides - 39 of them basic squares, varying in colours, some with lines or grids or 'zips', others a few squiggles, or geometric shapes.
such is the monochrome as a site for controversy, the contested colour field. but is it the formal endpoint for painting?
hello final examination for Abstraction in Twentieth Century Art.

and later ( Read more... )

PB and honey sammie, you and me sammie.
i have acomplished very little today it seems.

i sat for a while and you watched me, and i choreographed my movements, each shift of my face. my hair falling in front of my eyes.
i am so tired, i feel so tired today. so slow, walking is even hard, in my heavy boots.