God even the score.. give easier chores to them.
their bellies scarred like a serpent condemned.
Still fighting the war..
still all of it for... helen...

but love is a face nobody can win.I don't really want to turn my phone on right now ( Read more... )

( Survey for mee )

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep,
Here.

Back from Florida.. I was greeted with 20 degree weather.. possibly the worst feeling ever. 80 to 20. FUCK THAT. my car was frozen on the inside. No good. I have a lot of plans for Christmas.. I am pretty excited.

Our lips ( Read more... )

Clothes are in the dryer.. and my brain is out in lala land. I really don't want to do anything right now lol.. I want to drink tea and watch TV. I have to work out tomorrow.. pack and figure out healthy snacks to bring with me so I don't gain 10 pounds back during this vacation. My tummy is gone again and my hair is getting longer. I feel so good

Five in the morning.
I have to wake up at 11 so I have enough time to get a good work out in and a decent breakfast and light lunch before I go to work at 3 30. I also have to pack and wash clothes since it is going to be 80 degrees in Orlando. FUCK YEAH.

I spent wayy too much money today at Ulta. I am now poor.. as if I was not already. I did get an amazing lip gloss even thought it was 18 dollars.. but damn.. tastes good.. isn't sticky and just makes me look LUVLY ( Read more... )

I can't believe today is not Sunday.. it feels like Sunday LOL what the hell. I can't believe Jonathan ignored me last night.. actually I suppose I am not surprised. I seriously... am not okay with being used though. Why Are people such douchesss! Arg. I am going to focus more on running now that I know I can. I want to run a marathon so badly! I ( Read more... )

Editing this post because I think in my confusion I made it out to be worse than it was. An interesting night happened.. and I triumphantly still wouldn't let anyone touch me :D

This is a private message I wrote myself that I find amusing July 10th 2005.. because my feelings never did change. It is funny that I got Alex in just a few days of knowing him haha. Oh man. It was nice reading my old posts... I had some about Claire getting pissed at me and saying I made her want to go use.. I was a very confused person back then ( Read more... )

I am so wet I feel like I just got out of the ocean. Dried sweat on me like a layer of salt ( Read more... )