I never update this. I guess i've never had any good reason for a moan, but with the way things have been lately i need to write something down before my brain explodes and my heart starts disintegrating at my feet ( Read more... )

I find this ever increasing itchiness to move is getting greater.

the other day, an old friend revealed a secret to me it made my skin shiver and gave me a smile i couldnt get myself into..

i know he'll be let down when he sees me again

x

Heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive x

wow this is probably the only thing i can access at work without getting some shitty site restriction message up ( Read more... )

me and ollie split up today

ive never felt more alone x

do you ever just wish you could walk, and keep on walking, away from everything and just forget everything for 5 minutes. Im so fed up of my heart strings choking my words. My hearts already in pieces before I can find the right words to say. Why do I never think before I speak, it's my biggest downfall. I hate that feeling before you're about to ( Read more... )

i wish i wasnt here...

today is shit, had another "chat" with Ollie, I cried and I look so swollen now...
nothings going on tonight. well stuff is but im not invited.... what a load of toss

im staying in, i have work at 8, id rather kill myself x

get the feeling of complete abandonment? not just from people around you but that yourself is trying to run away from you ( Read more... )

last night was well funny. I went to Curly's house with emz, Ollie and Luke and we just like drank a bit and chatted and it was just really chilled out. But then I ruined it all by having an arguement when I got back with Ollie haha. Urgh im well frustrated today. I should be thinking about losing weight but then I went and made something really ( Read more... )