Just got back from party hopping for halloween, dressed up as A New Hope era Princess Leia...

A guy came up to me at the party and said, " I've got to say you are pretty much fulfilling every fantasy I've ever had."

Win.

Has anyone here ever experienced cluster headaches?

I get migraines, and was researching headaches and learned about them, and am pretty horrified. If you have would you describe your experience with them?


en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cluster_headaches

I don't know if anyone still reads this, but thats okay. So I've been drowning in my own thoughts lately. I feel as if I'm just saturated in depression. This feeling is not new to me, but I've worked so hard over the years to manage it, and present day I really feel like I am treating myself the best I ever have. I barely drink, or smoke, I eat ( Read more... )

Dude, awake at 3 am, after two hours of sleep, to go dig my car outta the snow and drive to work, to serve people lattes for close to minimum wage...what the crap.

Didn't I plug through college to avoid this shit?

Pokeman nerds to be more specfic...I'm invited to a party, handed a beer and promptly forced to display my thespian magic. Or something.

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Pixies, last night with daddy. Holy fucking shit. They are my number one band, I feel accomplished.

I've been OBSESSED with Daniel Johnston lately.

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Also things have been so fucking weird. Yesterday I got home from my 4:30-11:30 morning shift (fuck) was fine just sleeping. All of a sudden I got a blinding pain in my stomach, was so on hot and on fire I was covered in sweat and ripped off my clothes and vomited from the pain. I freaked out and got ( Read more... )

As much as Worcester has a somewhat deserved reputation for being a townie shit hole, it has its charms. Its dirt cheap, gritty, non pretentious, diverse and alive for better or worse. I go to bars and know people, I have somewhat of a community. I can network without feeling like an inept turd. But there is no career here for me, and I'm done with ( Read more... )

I feel so happy. I've had a wonderful fucking weekend. White water rafting, food, the country, perspective. Being told I am loved and believing romantically or otherwise can save me. I've felt like shit for so so long that this little window of bliss has felt all the more moving. I just got back from my Aunt Jades in Western Mass, where we walked, ( Read more... )