beautiful and sad.
I've been OBSESSED with Daniel Johnston lately.
Also things have been so fucking weird. Yesterday I got home from my 4:30-11:30 morning shift (fuck) was fine just sleeping. All of a sudden I got a blinding pain in my stomach, was so on hot and on fire I was covered in sweat and ripped off my clothes and vomited from the pain. I freaked out and got really sad because I didn't know who to call. Certainly not my mom at this point. I found a ride to the ER and the pain subsided suddenly. So I went back home, not because I don't value my health, but because that intolerable pain was gone and I can't afford the ER copay so I'm going to the doctors next week. Blah. I spent the rest of the day hanging out with gellar and laying in bed and watching L word. Oh, I miss women.
Click to viewAlso things have been so fucking weird. Yesterday I got home from my 4:30-11:30 morning shift (fuck) was fine just sleeping. All of a sudden I got a blinding pain in my stomach, was so on hot and on fire I was covered in sweat and ripped off my clothes and vomited from the pain. I freaked out and got really sad because I didn't know who to call. Certainly not my mom at this point. I found a ride to the ER and the pain subsided suddenly. So I went back home, not because I don't value my health, but because that intolerable pain was gone and I can't afford the ER copay so I'm going to the doctors next week. Blah. I spent the rest of the day hanging out with gellar and laying in bed and watching L word. Oh, I miss women.