so with all this renewed creativity that comes with stepping out of a world of fog,... I'm dying to make music. However, I dont have my guitar or really any way to make music, so its frustrating ( Read more... )

amazing is sent my way.

CUTTING MY HAIR MAKES ME GET OVER BOYS ( Read more... )

yes, you.

yeah.

i'd probably be dead by now. suicide isn't my thing, you dont get the choice to live; so the choice to die shouldn't be yours either ( Read more... )

its easter. I got a cool nighty thing with a matching thong. the easter bunny is getting risque. I get my lisence on the 24th [if I pass]. so close yet so far ( Read more... )

Apparently I love to bitch and complain. But most of all I'm supposed to not expect my mom to take my feelings into concideration in any way shape or form, however when she wants to be nice, i'm supposed to automatically forget everything thats happened in the past couple of days [including her denying me any apology or understanding of how I feel ( Read more... )

If hell existed, It would be my life. Its hard to relate to someone if it hasn't happened to you, and maybe it isn't but its hard to fully understand. I'm so tired of being told that i'm the one thats constantly fucking up when my mom isn't even sober a majority of the time. I'm tired of my mom comparing alcoholism to smoking weed. Or trying to ( Read more... )

it was my birthday yesterday. The day before yesterday my mom locked me out of the house, so I spent the night at kims and her parents were out of town, so we baked some bud cookies. It was a good birthday celebration. I got a laptop and a canon rebel xt. I'm pretty excited. I was supposed to get a midi key board and REASON so I can start making ( Read more... )

I had a migrane from the time I woke up yesterday till I went to sleep [minus the few minutes hannah would massage my head]. I woke up this morning with a horribly congested head and I feel like my head is filled with air; and really really large ( Read more... )