things have been really different and difficult latly. I miss my friends I miss my old life i miss how things were before I had boy problems. I miss riding my bike until dark. I miss getting brusies all day from playin outside. I miss so much. I dont no why I feel like this. I have done alot of stupid things this year some with my parents some wit ( Read more... )

its fuckin hot out. i went tannin for like 2 hours and i couldnt take it anymore ( Read more... )

well i finally did it. its ova there isnt anymore takin breaks or tryin to work things out its just done wit. it is probally one of the hardest things i have ever had to do in my life. it hurts so bad. everytime i start to talk to someone not even conversation relating to dave i start to cry. but i couldnt do it anymore. there will be some1 else ( Read more... )

well im gettin to know my room alot lately lol. ya again. i no. for the stupidest thing of my life i wasnt even doin anythin just the wrong place at the wrong time. but honestly for some reason im not that mad like ya it sucks but i dunno im sure ill be more mad later on but right now im so used to it im just like whatever. i really could care less ( Read more... )

today im leaving for up north at nite. im kinda excited but i dunno its just a good time to get away and relax. i have alot to do today but hey now i can go were ever i need to go by myself hehe ( Read more... )

well summer is just chill and i love it honestly. i got a car today whooo lol ( Read more... )

IM JUST SO FUCKIN HAPPY RIGHT NOW AND I DONT NO WHY BUT I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THAT WITH ALL OF YOU!!!

iight it was the best 4th of july ever. there were so many people and im happy cause our whole class is starting to bond!
omg when some1 said police was fuckin gone yall dont even no. then we went 6 for FREEE. and spent the whole nite wit Carral...uh ya spell check but it was fun.

:)

summer is just starting :)

I GET TO GO OUT FOR THE 4TH WHOOO lol

LOVE YOU

things are different now. alot different i guess different isnt always bad but sometimes it hurts alot. i cant say i miss him cause hes still my best friend and he always will be and things can be ALOTTT worse. im happy for him cause alot of things he wants are finally coming together. i just have a feeling that it jsut will never really be over ( Read more... )