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things are different now. alot different i guess different isnt always bad but sometimes it hurts alot. i cant say i miss him cause hes still my best friend and he always will be and things can be ALOTTT worse. im happy for him cause alot of things he wants are finally coming together. i just have a feeling that it jsut will never really be over sometimes i like that cause i can go back to some of the things that i used to do lol. I think the worst thing is if he was wit anyother girl i serioulsy will throw up lol and then probally kill her but i dunno maybe afta things cool off we will be back together maybe not either way hell always be my best friend. and my first of alot.
other then that i have been workin alot i love workin outside its so fuckin nice. and i saw thea today WOHOOO lol ya only another week but thats ok ill live. im just bored and there is really no sun so i cant get tan which blows.
i miss my friends though :(
see you soon!
<3
other then that i have been workin alot i love workin outside its so fuckin nice. and i saw thea today WOHOOO lol ya only another week but thats ok ill live. im just bored and there is really no sun so i cant get tan which blows.
i miss my friends though :(
see you soon!
<3