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Oct 16, 2005 18:01

I miss the way my life used to be ( Read more... )

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_samb0 October 16 2005, 22:05:17 UTC
i know what you mean//kinda how you feel about the first part =(

& i`m sorry about all of this. .
i ♥ you!

.. but, i`m gonna go i still have to carve my pumpkin.lol

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_bekuh October 16 2005, 22:35:29 UTC
Its alrite
-have fun=)

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_520 October 16 2005, 22:31:31 UTC
Bekah-
About the whole him situation up there. I think I know who it is, and I know its hard to let things go after so long, but things change. If it's who I am thinking, I know how much you loved and still do love him. One piece of advice that I can give you is no to dwell on things. You dwelling on how bad you want him back isn't going change things, and it's not going to make him come to you. You are just going to have to let things work theirself out. It may not work out the way that you are wanting them to, but one day I promise you, you will be happy again. He's out there. There is someone out there for everyone! It's just some people know that that one person is the "one", or they think they are, and they give up on looking for others, & they spend most of their life trying to get them back, when they can be out there, getting to know others, and having fun. Bekah, I know you will find you someone. Someone who will love you for you ( ... )

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_bekuh October 16 2005, 22:59:35 UTC
Kels,
You have no idea how much that comment meant to me, I am so thankful to have a friend liek you in my life and we need to start spending alot more time toghther.
About him, you are right. Why should I sit here and cry about the mistakes Ive made to ruin things between us when he probaly hasn't even considered the mistakes hes made, What you said really opened my eyes and made me realize that. Thank you. I jsut really dont feel like myself when Im not called 'someones' even if its not his, i need someone in my life and I guess Im jsut trying to hard. Your right on another thing, I do still love him and he knows that and he uses it to his advantage, he really do and I didn't realize that until this weekend.
Your right again, I really wonder if he would have felt bad, hes shown me alot here latley to make me beilive that he has no heart and doens't care what he does to hurt people as long as he gets a good laugh.
I really am super glad that I have friends like you Kels, your a keeper. The thing is that I know you are going to be ( ... )

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eyesofgreen_ October 16 2005, 23:03:18 UTC
i can relate to that first part really well. It made me sad, im sorry that you're going through that, it hurts, i know, it really does & im sorry that you have to be the one who is hurting. I wish that you was happy. & im sorry about the friends thing. There is too much drama & lies out there, and i hate it, it screws a lot of things up ...

I love you Bekah.

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_bekuh October 16 2005, 23:06:50 UTC
Yes i agree, I am also sorry that you are going tho all that you are going tho=/
I♥you!

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heybr0wneyes October 16 2005, 23:19:52 UTC
Hmmm, well. What to say? You are going to be happy again. You're still young- you have plenty of life left to live and that is a LOT of time to find happiness. You just have to have faith that you will, and it will happen. It may not be soon or it could be tomorrow, but it will happen as long as you trust that it will. I know that we aren't super close or anything but I reckon that we are good friends, so I suppose it should go without saying that I am here for you. I hate when people say that to me because most of the time, the ones that say it the most, are the ones who are never really there. But just know that you can call me any time, day, morning or night, if you need to talk about anything at all. Or even if you don't need to talk, just if you want to. The number is 796-9112.
I love me some Bekah.
-Cock
Add me.

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_bekuh October 17 2005, 01:26:51 UTC
Kc, Thank you so much and I have realized today that there are people who care about me, which is kind of making all of this seem a little eaiser. I really would like it if we were a little closer, we need to work on that. I want you to know that I am there for you also, I really am!

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ladycats_4 October 17 2005, 00:05:29 UTC
Bekah, darling im really sorry for all of this..and i know the feeling. I know you still love him but like kelsey said, don't dwell on it...try to move on. I know it's hard but thats whats best for you right now. I hope everything gets better for you. I know it will it might take a while but just remember "What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger" I love you darling, and im here if you need me

♥, you.

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_bekuh October 17 2005, 02:00:54 UTC
Em, IM trying I realy am, tonite has been a good nite, I thought alot and I realized alot, things are never going to be the same..never. I love you!

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ladycats_4 October 17 2005, 03:21:52 UTC
I know you are sweety, and i'm here if you need me you know that..=) i love you !

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