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I miss the way my life used to be=/
i miss you, i miss us, i miss the way you used to hold me and tell me everything was going to be alrite, and I beilived you..i beilived in US, i thoguth we were going to be the ones who lasted, who made it and was happy! The ones who other looked at and said 'I wish we were like them'!
But what happened, I went and fucked my whole life up like I seem to do everything! I find myself all the time crying because I know that things are never going to be the same between us, NEVER, and that breaks my heart, it really does.
I love you and nothing is ever going to change that you are always going to be the one that I compare every other guy to. You were so good to me, you were always there when I needed you the most, well not exactly because now that I need you, you aren't there, you aren't there to make everything better and kiss my forehead and tell me that you loved me. I miss you.
On to other things that are bothering me
My friends, what can I do to make everything better? I wish someone could anwser this question for me, I miss my friends and I feel like things are never going to go back to normal with us, to much has happened and people beilive to many lies...friends are suppose to be there for you when you need them, and I feel like I have no one to be there for me but on the other hand I feel like no one wants me to be there for them, Im always the last one to know about everything and I cant seem to get the truth out of people who are supposed to be my so called 'friends'.
Right now I am not a very happy girl and I feel like Im never going to be happy again, I jsut want this feeling to go away...
i miss you, i miss us, i miss the way you used to hold me and tell me everything was going to be alrite, and I beilived you..i beilived in US, i thoguth we were going to be the ones who lasted, who made it and was happy! The ones who other looked at and said 'I wish we were like them'!
But what happened, I went and fucked my whole life up like I seem to do everything! I find myself all the time crying because I know that things are never going to be the same between us, NEVER, and that breaks my heart, it really does.
I love you and nothing is ever going to change that you are always going to be the one that I compare every other guy to. You were so good to me, you were always there when I needed you the most, well not exactly because now that I need you, you aren't there, you aren't there to make everything better and kiss my forehead and tell me that you loved me. I miss you.
On to other things that are bothering me
My friends, what can I do to make everything better? I wish someone could anwser this question for me, I miss my friends and I feel like things are never going to go back to normal with us, to much has happened and people beilive to many lies...friends are suppose to be there for you when you need them, and I feel like I have no one to be there for me but on the other hand I feel like no one wants me to be there for them, Im always the last one to know about everything and I cant seem to get the truth out of people who are supposed to be my so called 'friends'.
Right now I am not a very happy girl and I feel like Im never going to be happy again, I jsut want this feeling to go away...