Bekah- About the whole him situation up there. I think I know who it is, and I know its hard to let things go after so long, but things change. If it's who I am thinking, I know how much you loved and still do love him. One piece of advice that I can give you is no to dwell on things. You dwelling on how bad you want him back isn't going change things, and it's not going to make him come to you. You are just going to have to let things work theirself out. It may not work out the way that you are wanting them to, but one day I promise you, you will be happy again. He's out there. There is someone out there for everyone! It's just some people know that that one person is the "one", or they think they are, and they give up on looking for others, & they spend most of their life trying to get them back, when they can be out there, getting to know others, and having fun. Bekah, I know you will find you someone. Someone who will love you for you.
& about the whole friends situation.. Friday showed me an example of how people treat you & it really pisses me off, it really does. Friday night was just craziness & just pathetic. I want to know why all these people choose you to do this too? Especially Jerrel. It sounds really weird that I question that, but I really do wonder why. I was thinking last night if that girl really did do something to you & actually hurt you in some or any way, how would Jerrel feel about it? All he done Friday was laugh, and say he was sorry. If he was, why would he have even had that thought in his mind to help her and sit there and laugh.
Bekah, I just want you to know that I am your friend. & when you told me that I could go over there with Samantha instead of staying with you & that you had ruined my night. You didn't. I would have much rather have stayed with you, instead of leaving you alone, walking around that track numerous times with Tasha and her 6 others in the "posse" right at your ass, lol. I wasn't going to leave you alone with all those girls, no way. lol Little ol' Bekah with all them, no. haha I know a lot of "friends" say this "If you ever need anything, or anyone to talk to, I'm here" all the time, and when you need them they aren't there for you. Well, I am. If you ever need anything, anything at all! I'm going to be here for you.
I love you Bek, & I enjoyed my weekend. It's been a while since we done that.
I guess I will see you tomorrow. Talk to you later, Love you!
Kels, You have no idea how much that comment meant to me, I am so thankful to have a friend liek you in my life and we need to start spending alot more time toghther. About him, you are right. Why should I sit here and cry about the mistakes Ive made to ruin things between us when he probaly hasn't even considered the mistakes hes made, What you said really opened my eyes and made me realize that. Thank you. I jsut really dont feel like myself when Im not called 'someones' even if its not his, i need someone in my life and I guess Im jsut trying to hard. Your right on another thing, I do still love him and he knows that and he uses it to his advantage, he really do and I didn't realize that until this weekend. Your right again, I really wonder if he would have felt bad, hes shown me alot here latley to make me beilive that he has no heart and doens't care what he does to hurt people as long as he gets a good laugh. I really am super glad that I have friends like you Kels, your a keeper. The thing is that I know you are going to be there and that is a good feeling I also want you to know that I will be there for you no matter what. I love you and Im glad you enjoyed yourself, I did as well. Ha, remmber I wont be at school tommrow..OSS ♥
About the whole him situation up there. I think I know who it is, and I know its hard to let things go after so long, but things change. If it's who I am thinking, I know how much you loved and still do love him. One piece of advice that I can give you is no to dwell on things. You dwelling on how bad you want him back isn't going change things, and it's not going to make him come to you. You are just going to have to let things work theirself out. It may not work out the way that you are wanting them to, but one day I promise you, you will be happy again. He's out there. There is someone out there for everyone! It's just some people know that that one person is the "one", or they think they are, and they give up on looking for others, & they spend most of their life trying to get them back, when they can be out there, getting to know others, and having fun. Bekah, I know you will find you someone. Someone who will love you for you.
& about the whole friends situation.. Friday showed me an example of how people treat you & it really pisses me off, it really does. Friday night was just craziness & just pathetic. I want to know why all these people choose you to do this too? Especially Jerrel. It sounds really weird that I question that, but I really do wonder why. I was thinking last night if that girl really did do something to you & actually hurt you in some or any way, how would Jerrel feel about it? All he done Friday was laugh, and say he was sorry. If he was, why would he have even had that thought in his mind to help her and sit there and laugh.
Bekah, I just want you to know that I am your friend. & when you told me that I could go over there with Samantha instead of staying with you & that you had ruined my night. You didn't. I would have much rather have stayed with you, instead of leaving you alone, walking around that track numerous times with Tasha and her 6 others in the "posse" right at your ass, lol. I wasn't going to leave you alone with all those girls, no way. lol Little ol' Bekah with all them, no. haha I know a lot of "friends" say this "If you ever need anything, or anyone to talk to, I'm here" all the time, and when you need them they aren't there for you. Well, I am. If you ever need anything, anything at all! I'm going to be here for you.
I love you Bek, & I enjoyed my weekend.
It's been a while since we done that.
I guess I will see you tomorrow.
Talk to you later,
Love you!
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You have no idea how much that comment meant to me, I am so thankful to have a friend liek you in my life and we need to start spending alot more time toghther.
About him, you are right. Why should I sit here and cry about the mistakes Ive made to ruin things between us when he probaly hasn't even considered the mistakes hes made, What you said really opened my eyes and made me realize that. Thank you. I jsut really dont feel like myself when Im not called 'someones' even if its not his, i need someone in my life and I guess Im jsut trying to hard. Your right on another thing, I do still love him and he knows that and he uses it to his advantage, he really do and I didn't realize that until this weekend.
Your right again, I really wonder if he would have felt bad, hes shown me alot here latley to make me beilive that he has no heart and doens't care what he does to hurt people as long as he gets a good laugh.
I really am super glad that I have friends like you Kels, your a keeper. The thing is that I know you are going to be there and that is a good feeling I also want you to know that I will be there for you no matter what.
I love you and Im glad you enjoyed yourself, I did as well. Ha, remmber I wont be at school tommrow..OSS
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