I haven't talked to Paul in a few days, which is a little scary. "Calm before the storm" right? I just don't know how I'll be able to handle..him, if I have to ( Read more... )

I talked to Paul again today, or rather, yesterday.  The man broke up with his fiance.  And it's my fault.  I can't figure out what I could possibly have done, but there was something.  I'm being punished and I don't even know what I did.

I don't love Paul, and that's what's creating the problem.  Sure, I was married to him..but things change.  If ( Read more... )

And it wasn't the hell I expected. Oh no, it was an entirely different one ( Read more... )

I'm giving you all a fair warning now. I'm going to be a piece of work until after my lunch tomorrow. God.

( and all my strange posts! )

Dammit.

Paul called me shortly after my last update. I haven't talked to him in months, which is strange-even if we are divorced.. I mean, we always had a special relationship. It wasn't like the split was messy or anything, we just both admitted that we didn't love each other anymore. Maybe we never did. I just don't know ( Read more... )

Now, searching through strangers journals isn't something I typically do, but I stumbled upon her's through the community.

( Survey )

With no real reason for being here. It's one of those moments I get every once in a while where I'm just tired and bored. And, I need somewhere to just talk..with no real point. I don't think it's going to be one of those nights where I make a lot of sense ( Read more... )

Kelsey finally was able to talk me in to getting a LiveJournal. I don't know if I'll be doing much posting. I joined a community today, but keeping up with my own journal will prove to be enough of a challenge. His obsession with this thing is beyond me. I don't understand why a grown man would be so fascinated by this site. But, to each his ( Read more... )