Oh God..
Paul called me shortly after my last update. I haven't talked to him in months, which is strange-even if we are divorced.. I mean, we always had a special relationship. It wasn't like the split was messy or anything, we just both admitted that we didn't love each other anymore. Maybe we never did. I just don't know.
It's weird. I start this journal and then I get recognized..and then there's Paul. I don't understand it. I know it's just a coincidence, but that's really weird. Like, I said, Paul and I haven't talked in months, and then he calls, just out of the blue.
The man wants to have lunch with me. Lunch, not coffee. I could handle coffee. After all, coffee takes what, 10, 20 minutes of your time? But, lunch can go on for at least an hour and a half. That is, if it's with someone you haven't talked to in months.
I feel like I'm being teenagerish today. There was the survey, and now I feel like I'm talking like a 16 year old girl. That's unusual too. I've never talked like I was 40, but not 16 either. Not even when I was 16. I think it's just this day.
And the ordeal I've gotten myself into. That's right. I agreed to go to lunch with Paul. Friday. God help. I agreed to go to lunch with my ex-husband.
It's weird. I start this journal and then I get recognized..and then there's Paul. I don't understand it. I know it's just a coincidence, but that's really weird. Like, I said, Paul and I haven't talked in months, and then he calls, just out of the blue.
The man wants to have lunch with me. Lunch, not coffee. I could handle coffee. After all, coffee takes what, 10, 20 minutes of your time? But, lunch can go on for at least an hour and a half. That is, if it's with someone you haven't talked to in months.
I feel like I'm being teenagerish today. There was the survey, and now I feel like I'm talking like a 16 year old girl. That's unusual too. I've never talked like I was 40, but not 16 either. Not even when I was 16. I think it's just this day.
And the ordeal I've gotten myself into. That's right. I agreed to go to lunch with Paul. Friday. God help. I agreed to go to lunch with my ex-husband.