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Learn to french braid.
Ask Dad questions about himself.
Make family tree.
Develop a hobby other than drinking. (biking, skating, sewing, crafts)

I guess it's just like breathing and not wanting to. Some decisions you don't make.

I just want to die without you. Honey, that ain't nothing new.

i've been doing just fine. i've been happy, living life in a new place. ocean. love. i told him i loved him, we talked about my ex and how i hadn't heard from him. and that i was ok with that. the very next day, february 1, he called ( Read more... )

happy.
excited.
something to look forward to.
someone to look forward to.

:)

how am i supposed to make the transition from "i love you" to "just friends ( Read more... )

this chapter is over. time to open a new door, find a new, different happiness. live my life for me.

here we go.