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how am i supposed to make the transition from "i love you" to "just friends"?
i think i want to try, but i don't think i'm strong enough to do it. i still love you so much. and the way you talk to me like nothing has changed makes it harder still. i just want you to tell me that you don't love me anymore. i want to hear those words, make it official. don't tell me that "it's not fair" that i wait for you and then tell me we'll talk when you get back. tell me it's over. tell me you're over me. tell me i'm not crazy for feeling this way.
whatever, i still love you.
i'm such a child.
i think i want to try, but i don't think i'm strong enough to do it. i still love you so much. and the way you talk to me like nothing has changed makes it harder still. i just want you to tell me that you don't love me anymore. i want to hear those words, make it official. don't tell me that "it's not fair" that i wait for you and then tell me we'll talk when you get back. tell me it's over. tell me you're over me. tell me i'm not crazy for feeling this way.
whatever, i still love you.
i'm such a child.