Until You're Mine, Chapter Seven
Title: Until You’re Mine (Yes, I realize now I had a few errors with the title.)
Paring: VAM (YAY!)
Rating: PG-13
Dedication: xemoxomegax (She knows why, and I ask kindly of her not to mention it! :D )
Description: Helsinki...It's a place where love can or can't be found
A/N: Previous Chapters behind the cut! I realised part of the chapter was missing for this one, so if you have read what was up previously...there is a tad more in the beginning. *cough*two paragraphs*cough*
Chapter One: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1580067.html#cutid1
Chapter Two: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1583160.html?view=18883640#t18883640
Chapter Three: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1586018.html#cutid1
Chapter Four: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1590553.html?#cutid1
Chapter Five: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1595619.html#cutid1
Chapter Six:
http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1602356.html?view=19215668#t19215668
“I don’t have to fucking explain to you. It’s not like you’re my boyfriend. Not like you’re even worth dating. You’re a fucking jerk to me one minute and then your all, Oh Ville I’ll never hurt you. Bullshit Bam. You’re a fucking liar and you damn well know it.” Jussi looked at Ville in complete shock. He hardly ever lashed out at anyone, especially Bam. He looked at the man who just lashed out at him. The one who he loved more than anything, and realized he was right.
“You’re right. I do contradict myself way too damn much. Maybe its better you chose Jussi over me but-” He kissed Ville’s lips softly and ran his hand through his soft brown hair.
“But that’s one thing I am sure of.” And with that Bam was gone. Ville didn’t see him for Six years, until he was in America with his lover, Jussi. He had changed so much. His hair was cut to right above his ears and streaked with blue. The make-up had changed, his eyeliner was very heavy and he wore the bright pink eye shadow. Even the way he dressed was different. He had on tight, tight, tight leather jeans that left nothing to the imagination, a tight almost not buttoned black shirt, and combat boots. He was nothing like the sweet Ville, Bam had loved years ago. Bam had changed as well. He had put on some weight. His dress was like that of Ville’s from years ago minus the make-up.
Ville had spotted Bam in a record store buying the newest H.I.M. CD. It made him smiled softly to see that Bam still had love for H.I.M. He walked in with Jussi and Bam didn’t even recognize him. They bumped shoulders and that’s when Bam realized his long lost love was there right in front of him.
“Ville?” Bam looked at him and questioned the new figure in front of him.
“Bam?” He nodded so Ville nodded back.
“It’s been six fucking years.” Ville sighed and nodded. He played with the promise ring on his finger.
“It has. You’ve changed so much Bammie.” Bam looked at him and sighed softly.
”You changed a hell of a lot more than I did. Everything about you isn’t the same. It reads Jussi.” Ville gulped and nodded.
“Well after I came out publicly I just sorta changed.” Bam shifted his weight a bit and nodded.
“I came out like a year after you. I was so surprised when I read that you were openly gay. I mean, wasn’t it hard?” Ville nodded and looked at Bam’s sparkling blue eyes.
“Yes, it was. But my fans stuck with me and even accepted Jussi. I mean of course I had the questions about you and I Bam.” Bam nodded and looked at him. He could feel tears welling up in his eyes.
“So, six years with Jussi huh?” Ville nodded and Jussi came over. He wrapped his arms around Ville’s waist.
“And still going strong.” Jussi nodded and leaned his head against Ville’s shoulder.
“Oh…” Ville looked at Jussi and then Bam.
“Mind if I talk to him in private for a second, Love?” Jussi shook his head no and Ville walked with Bam to the bathroom.
“That kiss you gave me before you left still hangs over my head every damn day.” Bam blushed and looked at him.
“You’re dating him because you want me. I can see it Willa, you haven’t changed at all. That’s a wig, and that is clothes of Jussi’s.” Ville giggled and leaned his head against Bam’s shoulder.
“You always see right through me.” He whispered into Bam’s neck. Bam shivered and sighed before lightly pushing Ville off of him.
“But, I know your heart isn’t belonging to me. I know it is Jussi. I can see it in your eyes Ville. I know that you care about me. And, yeah, to be honest, I still love you. But, I am dating someone too. Someone you and I both know. He’s a great guy and for the last year and a half he’s been there for me. Something, I know you did as a friend, but he does as a lover.” Ville looked at him puzzled and then he nodded.
“So who is he?” Bam looked down as his cell phone rang. “In My Heaven” played from the phone.
“Excuse me that would be him.” He picked up the phone.
“Hello? What is you need, baby?” He stood there for a minute and smiled softly.
“Why would you need a new ring for that? You lost the other one. You are a complete goofball sometimes you know that? Yes…I love you too. I’m at the record store….You know the little one that’s like a block from the house? Okay, see you in a few then.” He hung up and looked into Ville’s electric lime green eyes.
“Well, instead of me telling you, you can find out for yourself.” He walked out of the bathroom and was immediately tackle hugged to the ground. A thin, long blonde haired, tallish male was lying on top of Bam and giggling.
“Hey baby!” The blonde haired male received a kiss from Bam and then was promptly lifted up and spun to face Ville.
“Ville, you remember Jonne Aaron don’t you?” Ville nodded and choked back a few tears. Bam was dating that girl-boy from Negative. He was nothing compared to Ville, nothing at all.
“Yes, I remember Jonne.” He hissed out and Jussi came over. He wrapped his arms protectively around Ville.
“Oh, I see your dating the drummer of The 69 eyes.” He nodded and a hand brushed against his and held his softly.
“His name is Jussi.” Jonne smiled all childlike.
“I know that.” Ville looked to Bam who was being held protectively by Jonne.
“Well, pleasure meeting you, Bammila, let’s go.” Bam looked at Jonne and then Ville.
“You gonna be in town a bit?” Ville nodded and smiled softly.
“I’ll call you sometime. Maybe we can catch up over coffee sometime.” He spoke as Jonne was dragging him away.
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Well There is more to come after this soooooooo ;)
Comments= More of this possesiveness....I think 0_0' well...more chapters anywho.
Paring: VAM (YAY!)
Rating: PG-13
Dedication: xemoxomegax (She knows why, and I ask kindly of her not to mention it! :D )
Description: Helsinki...It's a place where love can or can't be found
A/N: Previous Chapters behind the cut! I realised part of the chapter was missing for this one, so if you have read what was up previously...there is a tad more in the beginning. *cough*two paragraphs*cough*
Chapter One: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1580067.html#cutid1
Chapter Two: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1583160.html?view=18883640#t18883640
Chapter Three: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1586018.html#cutid1
Chapter Four: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1590553.html?#cutid1
Chapter Five: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1595619.html#cutid1
Chapter Six:
http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1602356.html?view=19215668#t19215668
“I don’t have to fucking explain to you. It’s not like you’re my boyfriend. Not like you’re even worth dating. You’re a fucking jerk to me one minute and then your all, Oh Ville I’ll never hurt you. Bullshit Bam. You’re a fucking liar and you damn well know it.” Jussi looked at Ville in complete shock. He hardly ever lashed out at anyone, especially Bam. He looked at the man who just lashed out at him. The one who he loved more than anything, and realized he was right.
“You’re right. I do contradict myself way too damn much. Maybe its better you chose Jussi over me but-” He kissed Ville’s lips softly and ran his hand through his soft brown hair.
“But that’s one thing I am sure of.” And with that Bam was gone. Ville didn’t see him for Six years, until he was in America with his lover, Jussi. He had changed so much. His hair was cut to right above his ears and streaked with blue. The make-up had changed, his eyeliner was very heavy and he wore the bright pink eye shadow. Even the way he dressed was different. He had on tight, tight, tight leather jeans that left nothing to the imagination, a tight almost not buttoned black shirt, and combat boots. He was nothing like the sweet Ville, Bam had loved years ago. Bam had changed as well. He had put on some weight. His dress was like that of Ville’s from years ago minus the make-up.
Ville had spotted Bam in a record store buying the newest H.I.M. CD. It made him smiled softly to see that Bam still had love for H.I.M. He walked in with Jussi and Bam didn’t even recognize him. They bumped shoulders and that’s when Bam realized his long lost love was there right in front of him.
“Ville?” Bam looked at him and questioned the new figure in front of him.
“Bam?” He nodded so Ville nodded back.
“It’s been six fucking years.” Ville sighed and nodded. He played with the promise ring on his finger.
“It has. You’ve changed so much Bammie.” Bam looked at him and sighed softly.
”You changed a hell of a lot more than I did. Everything about you isn’t the same. It reads Jussi.” Ville gulped and nodded.
“Well after I came out publicly I just sorta changed.” Bam shifted his weight a bit and nodded.
“I came out like a year after you. I was so surprised when I read that you were openly gay. I mean, wasn’t it hard?” Ville nodded and looked at Bam’s sparkling blue eyes.
“Yes, it was. But my fans stuck with me and even accepted Jussi. I mean of course I had the questions about you and I Bam.” Bam nodded and looked at him. He could feel tears welling up in his eyes.
“So, six years with Jussi huh?” Ville nodded and Jussi came over. He wrapped his arms around Ville’s waist.
“And still going strong.” Jussi nodded and leaned his head against Ville’s shoulder.
“Oh…” Ville looked at Jussi and then Bam.
“Mind if I talk to him in private for a second, Love?” Jussi shook his head no and Ville walked with Bam to the bathroom.
“That kiss you gave me before you left still hangs over my head every damn day.” Bam blushed and looked at him.
“You’re dating him because you want me. I can see it Willa, you haven’t changed at all. That’s a wig, and that is clothes of Jussi’s.” Ville giggled and leaned his head against Bam’s shoulder.
“You always see right through me.” He whispered into Bam’s neck. Bam shivered and sighed before lightly pushing Ville off of him.
“But, I know your heart isn’t belonging to me. I know it is Jussi. I can see it in your eyes Ville. I know that you care about me. And, yeah, to be honest, I still love you. But, I am dating someone too. Someone you and I both know. He’s a great guy and for the last year and a half he’s been there for me. Something, I know you did as a friend, but he does as a lover.” Ville looked at him puzzled and then he nodded.
“So who is he?” Bam looked down as his cell phone rang. “In My Heaven” played from the phone.
“Excuse me that would be him.” He picked up the phone.
“Hello? What is you need, baby?” He stood there for a minute and smiled softly.
“Why would you need a new ring for that? You lost the other one. You are a complete goofball sometimes you know that? Yes…I love you too. I’m at the record store….You know the little one that’s like a block from the house? Okay, see you in a few then.” He hung up and looked into Ville’s electric lime green eyes.
“Well, instead of me telling you, you can find out for yourself.” He walked out of the bathroom and was immediately tackle hugged to the ground. A thin, long blonde haired, tallish male was lying on top of Bam and giggling.
“Hey baby!” The blonde haired male received a kiss from Bam and then was promptly lifted up and spun to face Ville.
“Ville, you remember Jonne Aaron don’t you?” Ville nodded and choked back a few tears. Bam was dating that girl-boy from Negative. He was nothing compared to Ville, nothing at all.
“Yes, I remember Jonne.” He hissed out and Jussi came over. He wrapped his arms protectively around Ville.
“Oh, I see your dating the drummer of The 69 eyes.” He nodded and a hand brushed against his and held his softly.
“His name is Jussi.” Jonne smiled all childlike.
“I know that.” Ville looked to Bam who was being held protectively by Jonne.
“Well, pleasure meeting you, Bammila, let’s go.” Bam looked at Jonne and then Ville.
“You gonna be in town a bit?” Ville nodded and smiled softly.
“I’ll call you sometime. Maybe we can catch up over coffee sometime.” He spoke as Jonne was dragging him away.
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Well There is more to come after this soooooooo ;)
Comments= More of this possesiveness....I think 0_0' well...more chapters anywho.