i know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep.

You taught and turned me into what I am with fire and steel and hurt and hate because that's what happened to you. But I will teach and turn with love and kindness. I will kill your spiral.

the love that lasts the longest is the love never returned.

i haven't wrote in what seems like forever but i still read everyone elses journal. i just don't have much to say and i'm always too busy.

As Ray Porter watches Mirabelle walk away he feels a loss. How is it possible, he thinks, to miss a woman whom he kept at a distance so that when she was gone he would not miss her. Only then does he realize that wanting part of her and not all of her had hurt them both and how he cannot justify his actions except that... well... it was life.

Because it all just breaks apart, and the pieces scatter and rearrange without much fanfare or notice. Because you can't and don't remember the step that kicked up dust and left this planet-you'd give up even more now. Because the body itself- the heart's not dead but deeper, wrapped up in curtains, a different color, among the railings and the ( Read more... )

often it's the most deserving people that can't help but love those who destroy them.

i think it would be nice if more people appreciated the smiths.

so only one person filed on my insurance. the truck. i guess its better that they both didn't because that would be more money but either way, this whole situation sucks and if i was paying more attention it would not have happened and i would still have a car and my bones wouldn't be hurting. it's cool though. cars can be replaced and if that ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i'm on a sailboat with no anchor.