The way certain people are acting is disgusting. Gryffindors, when one of you kicks the bucket, I hope you manage all right. And yes, I do think it's going to happen, but I don't want it to.
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Sometimes I sit outside on a blanket and just stare at the stars. It's amazing how if you squint, they all look the same, but if you really - and I mean ( Read more... )

I need fucking medication. No, I'm not joking. I won't say that I'm going to throw myself off the Astronomy Tower, because that's overused. I won't think of anything witty or smart to say because I have nothing. I am nothing. Everything is nothing. Everything means nothing.
Life is confusing. Whenever things are going great, something always ( Read more... )

I can't handle this. My emotions have been like a roller coaster lately. I think I need help before I have some sort of breakdown and like, die. I stayed up all night last night just thinking and listening to him breathe and watching him sleep. I really feel so ... alone.
It feels like all the happiness I've ever known is gone and won't be ( Read more... )

Life can be interesting. Things can happen that you would never expect to happen, and you can be thrown completely off guard. You can feel vulnerable, like the whole security system you've silently held up for so long has been thrown down. Then you can pour out your heart and talk and talk and talk, even if you're one of those people that prefer ( Read more... )

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Ahem. There once was a guy named Knajafraz who had a cute little kitten. Every year Knajafraz went to a school called Hogwarts and brought his kitten with him. One day the kitten was roaming the corridors and ended up in the Potions classroom. She accidentally licked up a bad potion and turned into a scary demonic kitten with fangs and stuff. ( Read more... )

At the demand of my father I have a Valentine this year, yay. I'm happy.
I'm sure I had something interesting to say here, but I forget it. And it's not like anyone cares, anyway.
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I'm actually kinda looking forward to tomorrow. Wow.
Hey Millicent, do I get a card too?
Mmm I'm going to go continue my reading now.
[Private lock] Merlin. I hate my ( Read more... )

Happy fucking birthday to me. Seventeen years old. Closer to death. Oh joy.
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The sheer idiocy of some people never ceases to amaze me. Remind me to never go to Hogsmeade again. I might get infected by the stupid. Oh, my sodding head. Sometimes I wonder if these people actually have brains, and yes, I know it is physically impossible for one to live without a brain, but still. Never going to Hogsmeade again. Oh no, I ( Read more... )

You'd think that people wouldn't want to stay here over Christmas break, that they'd be forced to stay here because of their parents and as such be miserable. But no; they're happy and loud and cheerful. Merlin. I'm going to go insane. I think I should just lock myself in my dormitory and block out all forms of sound. I wanted to read in the ( Read more... )