today just majorly sucks.. its as if corey just doesn't give a damn.. only when he fucking wants 2.. then when he feels like he wants something.. he decides to be nice .. even if im in a wonderful mood.. its like.. oh woww.. she thinks everythings fine.. lets RUIN her.. and im like wtf.. what did i do 2 deserve this.. yeah i understand i cheated on ( Read more... )

im at coreys for the second night in a row.. my moms probbaly 2 fucking stupid to kno anything by now.. who cares ... umm... yep.. mostly .. nothings happened besides "that" but im not geting itno that.. im getting my licence tuesday during school.. aren't you proud of me .. heres the honest truth what this entrys all bout.. im so sick of fucking ( Read more... )

i dont think i've actually been this bored in a LONG time and it totally sucks because i have nothing to do today.. i was going to hang out with corey.. but like i can't get a way over there till like 3:30 and im not sure my moms going to want to bring me over. so there goes my fucking day.. he mine as well just hang out with tyler and i'll be ( Read more... )

ugh .. i haven't updated in a while.. thats okay.. umm.. yeah.. im on vaca.. sweet deal huh?! yeahh.. im suposed to hang out with kaykay tonite.. but im not sure.. who knows.. umm yeah.. im wicked bored and theres NOTHING to do on a friday night idk.. who knows i just got offered $2000 to fuck this kid that i dont even kno.. and yeah i deffinitly ( Read more... )

for everyone that loves to leave me wicked cool comments.. yeah my life isn't that great.. oh well ill live and i agree the wanting to kill myself is for attention.. but.. its not realyl anyones business what i want to do with myself.. i mean if you actually left a name or something maybe i'd say something a little better.. but it shouldn't matter ( Read more... )

as you've read before me and corey broke up and we're still broken up.. and the sad part is we're fuck buddys again.. its fucking retarded.. but yeah i fucked my knee up some how.. and now.. i hafta go to the doctor.. which i was suposed to do friday.. but didn't because of don.. but oh well..yeah now i hafta go wednesday.. but my dad wont take me ( Read more... )

yep about 2day.. its like 3:10.. and im home.. and i broke up wtih corey.. i can't fucking take it anymore.. we're not getting along.. and all we do is fight now.. im getting wicked sick of it.. and now that i did it .. its "WHO DO YOU LIKE NOW" blah blah.. same bullshit every fucking time.. when all i said was we're not getting along he threws a ( Read more... )

after what happened last nite i dont know if me and corey are ever going to be the same nemore.. but im not totally sure things will change.. i hope not.. but i just can't look at him after what happened.. yeah hes the love of my life and sarahs one of my wicked cool friends.. and like idk.. its just really weird rite now. .and idk if im gunna be ( Read more... )

just talkin to corey.. things are better todays me and coreys 7 months.. thats rite.. hehe.. that makes me smile.. but yeah i spent the day with him and don.. pretty sweet.. i still have my period.. its okay.. yeah.. but things are alot better im getting along with sarah alot mroe then i was ..last summer.. pretty sweet. nikki has mono.. that sucks ( Read more... )

thers alot of drama .. and its disgusting..i dont even care because its gay and i hate it.. and now coreys making fun of me because im fat.. and yeah.. anyways.. hes at my house.. and im kinda tired.. and i just took 2 showers in like.. 1 day.. not healthy.. yeah.. but i guess.. yeah.. i guess im going to a fite.. later?