i haven't writtin in this journal in ages ( Read more... )

i don't think i'm going to write in this anymore.
i might even delete this one.
if i can figure out how.
i like my other one better.
this one is lame.
see ya.

today was horrible. i was sooo excited to go to bashaw to mentor kids and nobody told me that i wasn't supposed to go to my 2nd period and the stupid bitches didn't even fucking call me to go so they left without me. after second i tried so hard not to cry. but then as i was walking up to the media center to hide away from everyone with laura i ( Read more... )

my back is getting worse. it hurts so much and i have no idea why. on the bus ride home it really started hurting and i tried to sit straight and stuff but it wouldn't stop hurting no matter how i was sitting. i feel like crying it hurts so bad. i called my dad when i was walking home and told him about it and he said to lay on an ice pack to see ( Read more... )

omg i fucking love laguna beach.
i'm soooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo flippin glad there's going to be another season.
i didn't cry as much as i thought i would. i thought i was going to cry really bad.
ahhhh LB is so great.
i can't wait till the next show starts.

yesterday was pretty fun minus school ( Read more... )

friday turned out okay i guess ( Read more... )

tomorrow should be fun ( Read more... )

i had a dream that i did something with this boy chris in my class ( Read more... )

drum lessons were actually good tonight.
i did sooo good.
and i practiced when i got home and then before i left.
last week i did really good too.
i practiced right before i went.
geez, this is getting better.