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today was horrible. i was sooo excited to go to bashaw to mentor kids and nobody told me that i wasn't supposed to go to my 2nd period and the stupid bitches didn't even fucking call me to go so they left without me. after second i tried so hard not to cry. but then as i was walking up to the media center to hide away from everyone with laura i just burst into tears. i was so pissed off and i really didn't feel like going to 4th but after everyone left i finally just went to class and thank god there was a sub because i didn't want mr. lovett asking me if i needed to talk to mr. nessor. no thank you, it's not going to be like last year. today better be the last time i cry in school this year. when i walked in my class only jeremy was there cause he doesn't like going to there or something..who knows. when i sat down, i burst into tears again. they asked me what was wrong and i didn't talk at all and put my head down and cried. it was kind of hard to breathe. i don't know why but it was. so then i went to get a drink of water and i went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and i looked like i was sunburnt. throughout the whole day i tried not to think about it. then during 6th the fire alarm went off and i was telling tara what happened and then ms. stupid picirrilli said that mrs. cook (my chorus teacher) told her and some other teachers that i was very upset when i found out they left without me. then she said that they left w/o me because ms. wilson didn't feel like coming to get me and that i need to be responsible to come to the room on my own without anyone getting me. then i was like, "well nobody told me i was supposed to not go to 2nd period so it's not my fault." and then she's just like, well next time you go you need to leave early. god, she's such a bitch, and she wonders why everyone hates her. i'm so fucking sick of that damn school. i'm so pissed at ms. wilson and that other fat lady. but whatever.
paige is spending the night and we're going to the carnival at the mall && laura is going to meet us there. hopefully it'll be fun. last time i went i got sick. i'm just afraid that my glasses will fly off. it's going to be fun. i know it. well i gotta go finish cleaning my room. bye.
paige is spending the night and we're going to the carnival at the mall && laura is going to meet us there. hopefully it'll be fun. last time i went i got sick. i'm just afraid that my glasses will fly off. it's going to be fun. i know it. well i gotta go finish cleaning my room. bye.