Oh um Blah.

Life is like a continuous downward spiral.

At least Kelly and Lis are pregers. Babies make me happy.

Ben died. The Beno that my baby cousin Andrea was going to mary in her future. Today is his 12th birthday. How the fuck does stuff like this happen?

In other news. Mike was the biggest mistake I ever made. God bless and good night to ( Read more... )

So as you stand, in the mist of smoke and sand, a beautiful black room, empty and forelorn. So as you breath this air cold and dry, the beating of your heart louder than any song in any moment and you feel it beating so strong that it explodes into thousands of tiny little micro peices. Does it calm you? You walk along this crowded hall way so ( Read more... )

1. What is your name?
Sabrina

2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
White

3. What are you listening to right now?
Fall out Boy

4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number?
85

5. What was the last thing you ate?
Chicken Soup

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Blue-green

7. How is the weather right now?
It's raining like the angels ( Read more... )

So. I'm a cool person and all right. No that ways a lie. Oh well. I'm feeling kinda random and ugly and stuff. I've realised that at the beginning of Gr.9 I was the I try to hard girl. How stupid is that shit? I've got lotsa friends, I'm sure, it's just I don't know. I have absolutely zippo in common with them. They're all doped up while listening ( Read more... )

So. Yes. I have fallen off the face of this earth.

There's this guy...who I don't think knows that I exist, but I think he's soo hardcore. I spent most of friday looking for him...it was way too nerdy for my style. But, I couldn't help it. Everytime I'd look at him, he'd look away really fast. It made me laugh. he's friends with James....but James ( Read more... )

GUESS WHAT?!?!

he's back baby.

Claudio came back today. THE REAL CLAUDIO.

I got so excited. I'm dorky like that <3 He's back...!!!!

Great. I can't even fucking run away in this place.

I'm in the liabrary sitting at the last computer PRAYING to not have anyone I know come in. But Fuck. That's impossible.

I hate being used. That's all I am. USED. But Whatever. It's like fuck. Maybe If you got to know me...nah. I wouldn't fit in anyways. I'm tired of not belonging anywhere. But ( Read more... )

So School has restarted today. First day back blah. I fucking hate it here. I have no reason too though.

Philip was staring at Alessandra all English class, It was sooo effing adorable.

I have to make up my mind about people, I love hate too many.

Zita is Love. Joelle is cool too. I don't know. Whatever

Math class now. I'm late.

Yay. Hooray. My Digital Cam is broken.

#$@%!!

Aww. Fuck it. FUCK.

March Break was fun. Now it's over, which is even funner.

I want friends back. I'm going to kick myself for my preference of being a loner.

I'm nice. I swear.

I miss people I never thought I'd miss. Like Philip, my psycho I hate you friend. I only hate him when he thinks he's ( Read more... )

Dude...I'm so tired. Yay for skipping school. St.Basil's sucks. I'm going to burn my uniform. I love my friends. I think Claduio's pissed at me though, and for some reason this makes me hella sad. I wrote all over my computer desk. I want to watch Garden state again. I like mangos.

I'm soo bored. I should have gone to school. Damn.