So as most of you all know this week has been filled with unecessary drama. From my boyfriend cheating, to me getting backstabbed by "friends" , and this is good--- my friend told another friend she wanted to kick my ass or something. And really, i don't know what I did. Maybe it's just because I called her fake-but she is. She was there for me and ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to do guys. I can't eat, I can't sleep , all I can do is cry. I've beencrying for practically 24 hours now. I don't know why  this has to be so hard.

So basically, kevin cheated on me on new years eve and it ruined my world. I know that we had our problems and all of you had to witness them....It's still just so hard when ( Read more... )

So I am way way way confused right now with kevin as usual.  I'm just not happy anymore. He says he treats me better but then I just don't understand how he treats me better. Like in some ways yes---likehe does nice things for me like bring me lunch at school once-- but in some ways I feel like he's more selfish now than ever.

Today we had a bit ( Read more... )

So my day was okay until I got home.  I've never been so mad at my mom before (or atleast I can't remember).  She does things and says thing that NO mother should say to their daughter.  Yesterday I said something I shouldn't of but i said sorry like 5 times and today she's dwelling on it and everything. She talks abut me and kevin and says things ( Read more... )

So I've been really stressed lately. I think its because I never have a ride to school and i HATE asking people for rides. i feel sooo bad. but yeah today was a bad day but then it got better. I went to school feeling so shitty and then after school I came home and I slept a couple hours. then I went to the rock with katie and yeah it was really ( Read more... )

Well I don't write in this as much as I should but whatevs. So , today was a pretty relaxing day. i woke up and hung out then I went over to hanna's dad's house and just hung out there for awhile. Then, me and hanna went over to regal, got a robeks and ate a little then got dropped off at my house.  Im really irritated with kevin because it seems ( Read more... )

Today was a good day . I woke up got ready and at school...

1st period played soccer with 2 balls and we won so we dont have to run the mile.2nd period we watched a movie and I just listened to music. 3rd watched a movie and I didn't even watch it. 4th period was pretty funny I forget why ..OH YEAH me and jenna were bored so we were texting people ( Read more... )

Okay so yesterday was halloween and i had a lot of fun. I went trick or treating with Hanna Katie an Kevin. Katie was a boyscout, hanna was i have no idea (maybe a bundle of joy) and kevin was an Emo-kid. so we went trick or treating. and then we watched the movie saw at my place and then they went home. It was so much fun.. oh i forgot to mention ( Read more... )

Hey its been awhile i know, but i've decided to start writting in here again. So last night I had a very interesting and fucked up night.

First i went out with kevin and that was seriously the worst part about last night because... first of all he picke dme up 30 minutes late so i was A LITTLE annoyed. and then before we went he told me he didnt ( Read more... )

Well I have been SUCH a bitch lately. And I'm sorry for those who i have affected. I guess it's because I 'm pms ing or something..idk..or maybe just my stress in my life is getting the best of me. So once again...i'm sorry.

My weekend: friday I didn't go to school because I was up late the night before with a horrible stomache ache so i just ( Read more... )