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will someone write me a letter?
i'm really unstable right now.
no, i'm not going to relapse
because it's not easy to throw 77 days away.
but i'm just kind of down.
it's a lonliness i've never felt.
i wish i was home, but i'm not allowed back.
i'm stuck. stuck, stuckstuclstuckkstuck.
so, just a letter, just a hello, so i know i'm not alone?

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i've been thinking about a group of friends i had that made me so happy ( Read more... )

britney is bald, HAH!

i found out if i don't stop victimizing myself
i will have a severe personality disorder by 19

that scares the fuck out of me.

dear those who still use this awful website ( Read more... )

time to start my eight-paged life story.
this will be a tuffy!

i have to go to a lot of meetings this weekend
SOOOO if you want to come with, let me know!

my life has become so monotonous. i feel like i do the same thing day in day out. take this pill, go to this counseling appointment, come home, don't eat, watch television, take this pill and a sleep aid, knock the fuck out. and between everything is the smoking of 2 to 5 cigarettes. my car has been taken away from me along with all of my ( Read more... )

i am never going back to las encinas hospital ever again,
nor any other hospital of that sort.

god damnit.

but anywhoooo,
i'm home, thank my higher power.
read the whole na book, made me feel better.
got a new phone! MINT CHOCOLATE baby.

if you want the new number, ask and you shall (might) receive.