SHIT SON!!!
dear those who still use this awful website,
i thought i would let you in on my life.
and i'm going to be completly honest:
after hitting my bottom, aka doing heroin, attempting suicide, going to the mental hospital, and basically realizing that i really need to change, i was checked into rehab. i'm still in rehab now, but it's outpatient. i've only been there about a month but i've noticed a lot of really good changes in my life:
1. i have over 30 days clean, and basically my desire to use has been lifted. sure i still get cravings, but the cravings are never so strong that i have to for go all of my clean time.
2. i'm working a really strong program and i'm getting more and more involved with aa.
3. i've said goodbye to all of my using friends, and now, i only hang out with clean friends. they are so much more real and have their lives in order and are in full control.
4. i am becoming really confident in myself and i'm not shying away from saying how i feel.
i've never been so proud of myself. and for the first time in so long, i enjoy waking up and going out. i'm just so happy. i miss so many of my old friends from michigan, and i promise, when i get a job (which will HOPEFULLY be in the next week) i will fly out and enjoy my 18 birthday with all of you.
love
jessie.
i thought i would let you in on my life.
and i'm going to be completly honest:
after hitting my bottom, aka doing heroin, attempting suicide, going to the mental hospital, and basically realizing that i really need to change, i was checked into rehab. i'm still in rehab now, but it's outpatient. i've only been there about a month but i've noticed a lot of really good changes in my life:
1. i have over 30 days clean, and basically my desire to use has been lifted. sure i still get cravings, but the cravings are never so strong that i have to for go all of my clean time.
2. i'm working a really strong program and i'm getting more and more involved with aa.
3. i've said goodbye to all of my using friends, and now, i only hang out with clean friends. they are so much more real and have their lives in order and are in full control.
4. i am becoming really confident in myself and i'm not shying away from saying how i feel.
i've never been so proud of myself. and for the first time in so long, i enjoy waking up and going out. i'm just so happy. i miss so many of my old friends from michigan, and i promise, when i get a job (which will HOPEFULLY be in the next week) i will fly out and enjoy my 18 birthday with all of you.
love
jessie.