things are changing, seasons are changing, and with that, so am i.

you know the drill. when i feel like things are changing big time, i usually end up with a new journal. such is the case now.

oh_lamour

i've added some of you that i still talk to, care about, know are alive, etc. add me if you'd like, i'll more than likely add you back.

p.s. i had a dream last night that i was a single mother. to a very precious little boy. and i loved him very much. but his daddy (who wasn't recognizable as anyone i knew) was an asswipe that left me for some prettier chick. so we had joint custody or something. but he had him the majority of the time. and i was very sad because the other chick ( Read more... )

there comes a time that, even when you know you're right, or atleast have a good arguement, you just have to give up and take the blame. say you're sorry. let the other person win. if not, you'll end up losing them. such is my case. and i don't want to lose them. so i give up. all the driving around aimlessly for hours last night, crying to them on ( Read more... )

nobody feels any pain
tonight as i stand inside the rain
ev'rybody knows
that baby's got new clothes
but lately i see her ribbons and her bows
have fallen from her curls
she takes just like a woman, yes she does
she makes love just like a woman, yes she does
and she aches just like a woman
but she breaks just like a little girlqueen mary, she's my ( Read more... )

assuming that you're still reading this, jenni, i would just like to say that no, i'm not pointing fingers at you. i know it's not you. i know even you are not that immature and you have far more to do with your time than insult me in a guestbook (unlike some OTHER people). in fact, to break it down for you, it's someone that i never liked in the ( Read more... )

you don't realize how special and important something is to you until you may have to give it up. but i'm willing to do just about anything to keep my horses and i'll do just that. even if i have to get another job. but hopefully all that drama will work out soon enough. gotta figure something out by the end of this week ( Read more... )

wow. this weekend was.. interesting ( Read more... )

okay, way past due for an update ( Read more... )

heheh.. just found out one of my neighbor's land is about to be foreclosed on. doesn't surprise me. momma even made a joke about we should buy the land and bring the horses home. that would be kick ass. wouldn't really be enough land, but we could buy some more that's behind our's and all ( Read more... )

my puppy is so cute. he's curled up in the middle of my bed sleeping. he's been asleep since i got home around 12. he's a sound sleeper!

so, matt came to my job around 5:30 and stayed there with me til i closed up. we talked and all that good stuff then we headed over to the riverwalk, since he had never been. went and hung out at courtyard, ran ( Read more... )