I am sorry that it ended up this way.I just hope we can be friends still.It feels strange not talking to you anymore.Hey i was promoted at work im now on the recruiting team.This is great,I get paid like i would if i was active.Oh and i get more money for each person i enlist. Its lots o fun.Im only off until wensday.Then i work from wensday until next friday.Urgh.Thats lots of work but it wont be to bad.Well i just wanted to say hi.And ask you to be my bestfriend again.well ttyl ~JakerZ~
I am sorry it ended this way as well. But unfortunately for me, you "aren't hurt by this" and you are "much more happier" without me. Ouch. If I was such a shitty girlfriend and you didn't like me the way you say you had, then why? Why didn't you say anything? Why didn't you end it? Why did you even consider a relationship with me? It is very strange not talking to you anymore. I tried, but you wouldn't write me back or anything. That hurts. I already thought we were friends. Yesh indeedy, I will talk to you, and I'd love it if we were still friends. I miss that.
You have to understand i wrote that when i was mad. the poem was about you i wrote it a couple nights ago when i was thinking of you.I was trying to make myself think that way to get over you.I guess i need more time to get over you.More Than you did to get over me.Its strange how can you fall into love so fast????.As for trying to write me i never recived an email from you.I am sry if you wrote and i didnt reply i only did not because i did not recive them.
You know what? I was thinking about you the other night. It was instense. A lot of thoughts. About the whole being mad thing: it's cool. I suppose it's human nature to get mad and do things we wouldn't normally do, under the circumstances. I admit that I did/am doing the same thing. I don't think I'll ever "get over you". It's hard. It's really hard. I didn't fall in love fast... I don't think? But even if I did, and if I am in love with him, it isn't mutual. He hurt me and he doesn't even give a shit. No one here gives a shit about me or anything I do or say. So, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter anymore. Not a week goes by that I don't think about what I did. How I was superly jelous, controlling, bitchy, all of it. I admit it Jake. I was wrong. I'm almost always wrong. And words cannot express how truly sorry I am. But I realized that I was the problem in our relationship, and after thinking about "us" for a very long time, and now I know. I know you deserve better than me and you always have. I'm so insecure about everything
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PS Congrats on your promotion Jake! :D
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