if i don't get into any musical theatre programs for college...

i think i'll be okay.

it's our last fucking months together. don't ruin them over stupid shit.

bad mood bye 

 the mailman loved me today:
- new boots, driver's license i lost, scholarship to college, teen vogue, and new music book
sooo naiicceee

and this weekend was so much fun and i just wanna say i'm so lucky to have such good friends and close people in my life and the more i think about it the more i dont want to go out of florida to college and i just ( Read more... )

i'm going to start telling you things again livejournal. 

how do you gain someone's trust back? even if you've done everything they've asked you to do for the past few months and haven't lyed to them once. but they still find a reason to bring you down and keep you from having fun. if my parents continue this streak they're on, idk what i'm going to do with myself. i absolutely hate fighting with them, ( Read more... )

so i need a job really bad. yesterday laura drove me around The Reserve shopping center by my house and i went to about 10 stores, 2 of which gave me an application. but they even said there would be no point in filling it out because they are all full at the moment. complete BS if you ask me. i could babysit, but only as a last resort. whatever, i ( Read more... )

so summer has been fun. but all i keep thinking about is when dan leaves. so i've basically been spending 24/7 with him. & i love it. my mom suggested we just get married so i can live with him already, but that's silly.

we went to chili's today after logz and canada left in the morning and i don't think i've eaten so much food in months. as good as ( Read more... )

I HATE BOCA RATON SO MUCH. there is never anything to fucking do here. and more than half of the people suck. it's just driving around looking for something to do. and then once you find something, it either gets broken up or you just don't wanna be here because it's boring. why would any parents ever want to raise their children here? yeah it's ( Read more... )

i knew i'd never update this shit. i'm so lazy.

it's only been 4 days of summer & i feel like it's been months. dan's birthday party was soooooo much fun. cept i got sick and in trouble the next day. but IDGAF. and i also can't stand stupid girls who grill me when all i wanna do is be nice and say hi. stopp h8'in, plz.

this week will be slow cos dan' ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder why i say stuff i don't really mean. i could beat myself up for it. i hate hurting people, specially when i don't mean to. but apologies are good. specially when i mean them.

two more days of exams and me not taking them seriously teheh.
me & dan had a really good day today after he picked me up from school. he's sucha sweetie <333
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